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I’m glad you and your babies are here. I like to think my little angels are here to welcome yours.
We were so happy with the news of your life. We thought of names to call you, places that you would see, bright ideas for you to learn, the possibilities for you to remake this world. We are too sad to express our shock that you are no longer living within your mother’s womb. What was our paradise of happiness is now winter. Please pray for us, our little one, now that you are in Heaven.
We had you for 8 short wonderful, exciting weeks. We pray you felt all the love we had for you. Evan misses you. Please watch over us and we will remember you always.
All of our love,
Mommy, Daddy & Evan
You were our first baby after your dads vasectomny reversal. we we so excited when we got that pregnacy test it took at least 5 positive before it felt real. At 7 weeks I heard your heart beat and saw you on a machine but lost you 2 days later. either mercedes or anthony we will always remember you. as our first little angel.
After a lot of fertility treatments and a lot of trying, we were thrilled to find out we were pg on Christmas day. But only 6 short days later we found out we were losing you. I already felt so bonded to you…I had my mind set on giving you the best and safest place to live for the next 9 months. I will always miss you and think of you every day. You are my first child and I will see you when I get to heaven.
After 13 weeks I felt safe and excited to tell the world about you. Sky, I have waited my entire life for you and I was looking forward to you with all my heart. Though I have never held you my arms ache to hold you and there are no words to describe my heart. It was only a short time, but you have changed my life. I know your Grandpa is holding you in Heaven and that is my comfort. You have made me grow & maybe that was your purpose, but I’m sure you have many more purposes just from afar. You are the apple of your Mommy’s eye and I look forward to the day I can hold & hug you for the first time. Until then give Grandpa a hug & kiss for me and tell him to do the same for you. I know God has given you a purpose even if I don’t understand I will take comfort in that. I dedicate Tree 63’s new album “Sunday is coming” to you. I listen to it often and think of you. I love you Sky & thank God for the opportunity to be your Mom.
I will always think of you and how I last saw you at ten weeks. I held your hand and carried your lifeless body in my palm. I love you Carter I always knew you were a boy and thought of your name instantly. Mommy will forever miss you baby:( Diana, Moises, and big brother Ashton
I was so scared and confused at first when I found out about you,but that didnt last long at all. I was so excited and was ready to tell everyone about you until the day I went for my 1st ulrasound and I didnt hear your heartbeat. I was heart broken when the doctor said that you didnt make it. I was ready for you and so excited I couldnt wait to see you. It’s crazy but I loved you already you will always be in my heart and forever be missed. You are with grandma and great grandma and they will spoil you and take care of you. Mommy loves you always and forever.
Our sweet babies,
We were so lucky to have had-even if it was only for ten weeks. Last week we were so excited to hear your heartbeat. There was nothing. And then the bleeding. This was a journey that began as a childhood dream. It ended so quickly. All along I felt I was having a boy. Then we find out you were probably twins. Even though you are gone, never really developed according to the doctors, you are our first babies. I have dreamt of you since I was a little girl, and am so sorry I am not there to hold you. Its my job. You were due 2 days before our anniversary. We love you, and pray for you. We’ll never forget.
To my sweet babies,
Mommy loves you so much. You will always be perfect and you will always live in my heart.
Peanut – May 24, 2004 @ 9 weeks
Baby – Oct 25, 2006 @ 5 weeks
Joey – Nov 1, 2007 @ 9 weeks
Our Little Angels,
December 2, 2006 January 4,2008
Mommy, and Daddy Love you, and miss you both very very much. You are both in our hearts and prayers every day.
We Love You.
I have had 13 angels leave me. I have 4 children and am 9 weeks pregnant with “Nugget”. Every day i wake up with no bleeding I thank the Lord for the day just passed and for the day to come. My Angels are with me in everything I do, and they continue in Nugget. Ive come to terms with the Lord needing my angels with him. But I still cry, even as I write this. I cry hard, so hard it hurts. I love all my babies, angels and children alike.I prey for them every day.I will love them till the day I die and we will meet again. Forever and ever.
Love Mummy
hi, my friend was pregnant with her first baby, she would have been just over 12 weeks. everything was fine utillo she started bleeding, she went to the hospital and they told her the baby had died a few days ago. i am devastated for her and cant stop crying! i really dont no wot to say to her and feel so guilty as i am pregnant (30) weeks with my second bby. i feel so bad for her and dont no wot to do.
hope tht her baby is safe wherever he/she is now sleeping…
really sorry kayley…lots of love from me.
im always here if u need to talk to me…love u both lots xxxx
To our baby pea,
January 11, 2008. 7 weeks. We will miss not getting to know you. We were so excited to meet you and have you in our lives. Mommy and Daddy love you very much and look forward to meeting you in heaven. Say hi to Jesus for us, we know he’ll take good care of you.
Mommy and daddy and Lily love you and miss you so much. We only had you for 8 short weeks. We heard your heartbeat on Dec 31 and found out you didn’t make it 4 days later. Our hearts break for you and can’t wait til we see you in heaven. Your uncles are holding you and that gives us comfort. We love you and will think of you often.
Your Grandma D loves you very much. You are loved by so many people, you are our special angel. Your mommy and daddy will always love you. We will all see you in heaven.
Sleep softly on a cloud and let the angels tuck you in.
Love,
Grandma D
Mommy and Daddy think about you everyday. But we know why God took you away. He took you away so that you can watch down over your big brother Justin. Your big brother Justin has multiple disabilities and needs angels like you to watch over him. Thank you fir being his 1 angel . Love Mom and Dad andJustin
For Franklin, 6/27/96-7/4/96. You’ve been gone for almost 12 years now, there is not a single day that I do not think of you and miss you. And even though you are not here with us, you are a wonderful big brother. I know it was you who was looking out for your little brother Jackson when he had to have heart surgery last month. Thank you for keeping him safe. I love you, Mom.
Gabriel Albert, my heart will beat for both of us though I wonder why yours couldn’t, or wouldn’t. I carry you in my dreams as I cannot carry you in my arms. You will never be forgotton. The butterfly inked into my flesh above my heart is my promise to remember you, and the terribly short time when you graced my body and my life with your beautiful presence.
My littlest angel,
Today is the day they told us you would be here. I know it could have been today, yesterday, or a week from now but I celebrated you today. I planted a beautiful camellia bush today that will bloom every January/February so you alway be remembered. I think of you everyday. I feel empty and as if something is missing from my life- and that is you my sweet Cooper Ruse. I hold comfort that God and my grandparents and your daddy’ s grandparents are holding you tight and reminding you what love you were created amoungst. Please know I will hold you one day and give you the sweetest Mama kisses that ever were. You are my heart. I love you and you will be in my thoughts daily.
Kisses- Mama
You were are will always be our first baby. We could not believe the news that we were pregnant. I will never forget you Dad’s face when i told him. We enjoyed every minute of the eight weeks you were in our life, all the dreams, all the plans and all the excitement. We still think of you daily and know you are watching over us. We love you and miss you.
Love
Mom & Dad
I just wanted to say I will never forget being pregnant with either of you. I wish we had not lost you. I don’t know what else to say except you were and are so very loved.
Everyday, I think of you and, of that little person in my dream you were so beautiful but never came near me when you did that I knew that something was not right, I then was told that there was no heartbeat and my heart shattered into pieces, but now I know that you are in a much better place than here, I know you saw how your daddy was very sad. I know that now you watch over us because you are in a better place.
Mommy and Daddy will always love you.
To my baby whom I was blessed with in 2004 who I decided to abort at seven weeks in a state of disbeliefe and confussion. I’m very sorry I did not give you a chance to make it in this world. I regret it everyday and hope to one day see you in heaven. To my little baby who God took from me in miscarriage on December 4th 2007 at 6 weeks. I wanted nothing more then to have you… Your daddy and i were sooo excited and couldnt wait to meet you. I beleive God took you to heave so that your brother or sister there could have some family…. Hopefully One day I get to see you both in Heaven where I can be with you again.
Loved You Before I Knew You
Your Mommy
To my little one,
We were so excited when we found out about you and we told most everyone we know. I have waited my whole life to be a mommy and I was overjoyed when I found out about you. I was completely devastated when I went to the hospital at 6 1/2 weeks and they told me I was loosing you. I will miss you always and never will forget that you were here. I hope that you are safe now and will forever be at peace.
My angel babies,
I miss you both every day. Angel, you should be in my arms by now but God needed you more, and I just know that you are in heaven playing with your cousin Brianna. Gabriel, Daddy and I have never seen anything more beautiful than the sight of your tiny heart beating on that ultrasound screen on 12/14. I want more than anything to still have you here, growing inside of me, but must settle to know that your cousin and your older brother or sister will take good care of you until I can be in Heaven to hold you. I love you both more than words can describe.
my dear sweet baby…I found out today you died inside of me. I love you. I needed you. I will never forget you and no one can ever replace you my love.
I wish you could have met you big brothers, your nanny and papa and your daddy. They love you too.
Dear little Hayden
Words are so difficult to describe the loss of you. I ache at thought that you will never be here to hold. I wish I could have got to know you. I will always cherish the time that you were with us.
All my love little one
Your Mummy x
In your memory (Dec 19, 2007)
It has been a month since you were taken from us. You were all of our hopes and dreams. We have never felt so much love and joy. In your short time with us, you have given me more that I knew possible. You were our babies boys and nothing will ever replace your presences in our lives. You made my dreams come true. My world will never be the same without. For as long as we live, you will always be with us. We want you to know how badly we wanted to be a family, how much we wanted to be together, how much a I prayed, and how much we will love forever more you for evermore. Stay together in heaven, and it is ou that one day we will be reunited again.
Mis hijos, los quiero mucho….para siempre….
Mami and Daddy
I hope you are very happy in heaven with your Granny and Papa. I wish the few weeks you spent with me where great one and that you know you’re mommy and daddy will forever miss you! We will see you soon our little angle!
What an amazing Thanksgiving day getting our very first positive pregnancy test ever and to learn you were coming. I really think that Grandma was watching over you and us. I am so sorry that I didn’t know you had died already when we went looking for your heartbeat last week.
You are always in my heart.
To my heaven bound twins, angela and angelo. my precious twins too special for this world. DOD: 1/12/2008
My Dear Lil’ SweetPea,
(Even though you were here with us through all this I still fell better to have a place to write it)
You were in the making for 10 years. We prayed for you for many years. We were planing on IVF treatment by this spring. (when we had enough money saved) So you were oh so wanted, and well loved long before we even knew you were on the way!
I don’t know why, I just can’t explain it. But, December 29th I went to the store and bought a home test, came home and took it with out anyone knowing… But when I called Daddy to the bathroom he was so excited. We didn’t think we could pull if off without help…Then surprise you were there. I was dancing inside with so much joy… I hope you know how much you were wanted! New years Eve I went to the Dr for a postive result.
After that Drs appointment I called everyone that mattered, Nana, Papa Chuck, Big Bump, Aunt Nina, Of course I told your 2 older sisters Mariaha (soon to be 11) and my other daughter by true love not conception Melissa (soon to be 9). Your sisters were a little worried about sharing our love, but we promised we would love everyone equal!
We were planning for you, we wanted you more then you will ever know! Me and Dad spent weekends going through name books trying to find a name we agreed on (Dad swears you were a boy and talked to you everyday sayin you were his boy) On September 4th your name would of been Destin (boy) or Irerland (girl). Boy or girl wouldn’t of changed anything. I even staterd to buy clothes, a crib, ect!
At 5 weeks 6 days I woke up to spotting, We spent all morning in the emergency room not to get any answers. The Dr made an appointment for two days later, where they did an ultrasound, and they could pick up the flutters of your heart, but we wasn’t able to hear it. Then the Dr informed us we weren’t out of the woods yet because it didn’t appear like my HcG levels were going up right. So we went home and prayed, I prayed like I never prayed before… In the back of my mind I knew it wasn’t good, But I wanted to beleive everything would be okay!
And then a week later @ 7 weeks I started to bleed, the Dr made an ultrasound appointment for the next day, at which time there was no more heart beat. I will never understand why babies are taken away from parents who would love and cherish them forever. To me you will always be my Lil’ SweetPea. I love you more today then yesterday and even more tomorrow then today! Even though all I have left are my dreams. Thank you so much lil’ angel for even bein here for a lil’ while you instilled hope in me after 10 years!
(This is one of those cases where the statement, its better to of loved and lost the to of never loved at all makes no sense!)
Remember Lil’ SweetPea Mama, Daddy, and Big sisiters love you and miss you very much! I just wish I could hold you, But I will always hold you in my memory!
In your memory 1/10/08
You were with us for 15wks and 5days before God brought you to heaven. We miss you and love very much. We know that God always has a plan and didn’t want you to suffer with bladder and kidney problems. You will forever remain in our hearts and I know you will watch over your older sisters everyday. I wish I had th e opportunity to hold you in my arms. You will never be forgotten.
We love you
Mommy, Daddy, Kaitlin and Sophia
To all 3 of my wonderful little baby who I may neverbe able hold in this world I just hope some day I can.
Rylie April 2002 my baby boy 13 weeks
little one Maybe 3 weeks March 2004
Peanut 8 weeks Jan 13 2005
you will always be with me as there is not a min of any day that dose not go by were I have not thought about you.. kisses and hugs forever in my heart..
Love mom
A woman, a parent, never thinks she will find herself doing something like this. Yet, here I sit at 1:00 in the morning searching for the words to leave a lasting memorial to my lost baby. Your daddy and I have decided to give you the name Ave Isleen, meaning “beautiful dream” in Irish. This is because finding out we were expecting you was such a beautiful thing, and such an embodiment of all our hopes and dreams. Never did we realize how much we wanted you until we found out you were on the way…and when you were taken from us it was like you were ripped from my body and soul. We though we were 11 weeks along…we thought we were nearly in the clear…and then you were gone. My sweet little girl, I will grieve you and yearn for you, and never will you not be loved. Even in the shadow of losing you, you have brought us love, you have brought us hope, and you have brought us dreams. We know how important having a baby is to us now, and this has made our love grow. When we finally have another baby, although you can never be replaced Ave, I will think of your sweet soul and see you in the eyes of our child. It is because of you, Ave, that we have the courage to try again. Mommy loves you and you will always be with me in my heart.
It was only a few days before my period was due, but I knew. When that test read positive, everything in my world lit up. Your father was volunteering at the church, and we stood out front together and laughed and cried. You would have been our first, and you were already our everything. After two days of celebration, I learned of my step-father’s death. He was a great man, and I knew he would take care of you. When I woke up the next morning, I was losing you. I’m so sorry you couldn’t stay. Only six weeks, and I’m still trying to accept it. I know you’re okay, though, and you’re with John, and he’s protecting you for me. I can’t wait to meet you someday. Mommy and Daddy love you, Baby, and we’ll never forget the joythat you brought us. Sweet dreams, Angel.
Sweet Baby Delaney,
I have never loved anyone so much! I only wish I could have gotten to hold you and tell you how much I love you. In only 13 weeks you became the most important thing in my life. I would give anthing to have you back, to hold you, and to kiss you if only for one more minute. Just know that your mommy and daddy love you and dream of the day we finally get to meet you. Although, you are no longer in this world physically you will forever be a part of me and not a day will go by that I will not think of you. I will love you forever!
Your mommy loves you.
To my little angel who didn’t stay long. I was so excited to find out that I was going to have another little baby to keep me busy after just having your brother 5 months prior, I was ready to raise you both only 13 months apart, but I received the worst news at my first prenatal visit (10w) when they said that I had a blighted ovum and they couldn’t find you in there. I know that you will come to us next time and I can’t wait for that to happen. Mommy, Daddy, and your brother love you and can’t wait to see one day.
My angel,
I saw your heartbeart at 6 weeks and learned a week later that you had gone up to heaven. I wonder why sometimes you did not stay but I know God must have needed you back for something important. We miss you and we love you and we know you are watching over us. Please keep your big brother Noah safe while he is here on Earth. I can’t wait to meet you someday.
Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Noah
To my little niece or nephew,
I was so excited to hear your mommy was pregnant with you and then devastated to know in the next sentence that you were on your way to heaven…just 2 months after your cousin left us. Please watch over your mommy and daddy while you are up there. Please pray for them and know they miss you and love you. Thank you for making my sister a mommy finally. You will always be her first!
I miss you and cant’ wait to meet you someday,
Love, Aunt Jess
To my precious angel- a piece of my heart will always be yours. I will remember you always and love you until forever.
Love Momma
I miss you more than words can say. God gave you to me and i was so happy that you were growing inside me. A heartbeat at 6 weeks made me and Daddy cry for joy. We made many plans and called everyone we could think of. But by 9 weeks you were gone. I love you so much and i know we will hold you in heaven someday. I know we are not supposed to question God but my heart is broken in so many pieces that i am not sure i can find all of them to put them together again. Watch for me my little angel. Daddy and I will see you again someday.
To my little angel Leila,
I just wanted to let you know that you will never be forgotten. 6 months had pass since I lost you. Even though God called you back, I know that a part of you will always be with me. I’ll never forget the bond that we shared. Mummy will hold you one day in heaven. I promise!
I love you so much.
My dear Hunter, you only had one month to go before something went wrong. Everyone says your with Jesus now but it is not fair. It will be too long before I get to see you. I was so excited for you to get here. After so much waiting and so many surgeries, everyone was so excited for your arrival.
When we found out we were pregnant your daddy was so excited and then we found out you were a boy I thought he was going to burst with joy. But then I can remember how bad we felt when we found out you had gone to heaven. You were so adorable with your dad’s nose and my mouth. I wonder what you would have been like, how your voice would sound, and even what color yours eyes would be.
I miss you so much it hurts. Everyone says it will get easier as time goes by but I don’t see how. It hurts so bad I can barely make it through the day. Some people say very stupid things – like he is in a better place or there must have been a reason. There was no reason for your death and the best place for you is with me.
I miss you and love you and will think about you every day until I can see you in heaven.
For my little angel lost on December 1, 2007 at 12 weeks and 6 days. You were only with us a short three months and we never got to hold you or to see you grow. You are forever in our hearts and never to be forgotten. My first baby is an angel waitiing to see me someday.
Mummy and daddy will always love you and you will never be forgotten. Loosing you at 10 and a half weeks is the most devasting feeling in the world. You would have made our family complete turning William into a big brother. We love you with all our hearts and one day we will get to hold you. Always in our thoughts and dreams
mummy, daddy and your brother William x
To my angel lost on December 14, 2007 @ 8 weeks. We tried everything we could to ensure your health and safety into this world. It just wasn’t enough. Three ultrasounds and many, many HCB tests later, after I was told everything would be fine, and then less than one week later, you were gone. Although it was an unexpected pregnancy, I was excited and prepared more than the past three pregnancies. I keep telling myself that it may have been easier, but I saw your heartbeat and that made it so real. I tend to blame myself for many reasons, but I know that one day I will see you, my angel again.
Love always,
Mom, Dad, Katie, Jaden and Leslie
It is 3 months since I found out that your heart had stopped beating at 7 weeks and 4 days. I wish you were still growing inside me but I know that you were not meant to be. I will miss you forever my little bean.
Love from Mummy xxx
31.5.94 To my firstborn, Sorry I had to let you go at 25 weeks, life is way too cruel.
june 2004- To the one whose heart has stopped at 10 weeks.
July 2005- To the one who I couldn’t hold for more then 6 weeks, the one who broke my spirit.
31.5.07- I’m sorry I was forced again at the same aching decision, Sorry I had to let you go too, at 14 weeks.
If life was less cruel, less demanding or harsh, I beleive I could nourish all my 8 children.
None of you will ever be forgotten.
From mom, dad, your 2 brothers 1 sister, and one on the way, please make sure she’ll be born healthy and happy next June.
I wish I could get to really know you all.
Caleb would almost be one by now. I should have been planning a big bday bash around this time. 2/8/07 was his due date……
I will never say we “lost” a baby….i didn’t just misplace my baby, you dont just loose something so special like that. But lost is also meaning that it can be found…We will find him waiting in Heaven for us…..
To my baby who was taken at six weeks from me to go to heaven. I just want you to know I have never forgoten about you and never will. I wish with every bit of my heart that you were still growing inside me today. Some days it is hard cause I lost you on a Tuesday and every Tuesday since i think about how far along i would be and how close i would have been to knowing you more. I know everything happens for a reason but i just havent figured this one out yet. I just want you to know that my heart aches everyday because I wanted you so bad. Sometimes I Cry myself to sleep thinking about how wonderful you could have been and wether you would have looked like me or your daddy. I will never physically get to hold you in my arms and see your face or hear you laugh or cry and that breaks my heart. I know you are where your suposed to be but where does that leave me? I love you and always will. I cant wait to meet you one day in heaven. Please tell Jesus your mommy and daddy would love to have a baby to hold soon.
P.S. I hope your keeping Your Daddys Mommy company
Love you more then anyone could know
Your Mommy
Bless our Angel Baby – we are sad we won’t get to know you – we were so looking forward to our first baby
– watch over us and help us bring a baby into this world at the right time. We’ll love you always – Mom & Dad…
When we found out the news that we had lost you. I lost a piece of myself that day too!! I love you !!
Love Forever,
Mommy
TO MY PRECIOUS BABY,EVEN THOUGH YOU WERE ONLY THERE FOR NINE WEEKS,I LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.MISSING YOU .YOU ARE ALWAYS THOUGHT OF .I LOVE YOU.
MUMMY
My little Matthew. I know it has been 7 years since I lost you, but I miss you every single day. You have two sisters and a brother now, but you will not forgotten. I have an empty place in my heart for you. Mommy loves you!
My little angel…we didn’t know if you were a boy or girl,but we love you and think of you. It has been 4 years, but you won’t be forgotten.
To our little angel who we lost last month at 12 weeks. Nothing will ever fill this aching gap. xxx
One year ago today our second heart ache in a year. I wonder what you both would have been like. I think of both of you often. Take care my angels. Love your Mommy
Baby Bronson,
To our beloved angel. You will always be a part of us; and our family. You are our child; and we love you more than we could ever say in words. We will remember, honor, and love you always. We are proud to be your parents; and look forward to when we meet again and we can forever hold you in our arms. Until then, we hold you in our hearts.
Loving you always,
Mommy & Daddy xoxoxo
To our little dream…Know that you were loved the second we found out. Know that you are loved still. Fiona will always be a big sister because of you…I wish you could have met her. She loves you as we all do. Be safe and I know I will know you when I see you and hold you one day.
All our love…Mommy, Daddy and Fiona
Our little angel – We didn’t know you for long, but you made such a mark on our hearts. We love you and miss you. I know you are being cuddled in our heavenly father’s arms, but I can’t help but wish you were here with us. I think of you everyday and I miss all the hopes and dreams we had for you. You are loved and someday we will meet again.
Lily Hope, I miss you so much. Your Daddy misses you too. We never got a chance to see you or hold you in our arms but you’ll be in our hearts forever.
I loved you so much. I cannot wait to meet you in Heaven one day. You will never be forgotten.
Concieved in love November 2007, Grew angel wings Feb 2, 2008. 12 weeks 1Day. Not one single moment goes by that we don’t think of you and miss you. We were so excited to get to know you and meet you and watch you grow side by side with your sister but instead the lord had other plans for you and we must wait. It’s hard not to be able to hold you to kiss your cheek to tell you we love you in the flesh. We have faith that one day we will hold you and rock you and kiss you. Until then Mommy, Daddy and big sister love you very very much.
We were excited and scared when we found out we were pregnant. The timing was good, or bad or both as the case may be. We didn’t expect you to be conceived this soon. Still, we wanted you so very much. When I had my first ultrasound and they couldn’t find you we were devestated. I even waited “just in case” to give you a chance but the inevitable occured. I would have been 12 weeks with you today and I just had my first post-miscarriage doctor’s visit. My heart is breaking. My grief over you has been sometimes set aside because of the dual grief over Taylor who was the love of my life for 12 years. I keep trying to tell myself that so many miscarriages happen that why should I be upset. It is nature, right? Well, packaging up the cards family sent to congratulate us on you and seeing all of the pregnant women at the doctors today, knowing my sister is due with her baby three weeks after you should have arrived is really killing me right now. I am probably talking to you like an adult because I believe that you are a soul in heaven who probably knows more than your would be mother. Yes, I am hurting that I will never know you at least in this life. I am sorry for being scared when we first found out. Being pregnant with you taught your would be dad and I a lot of important life lessons including the meaning of life which I have always searched for. You and Taylor both have taught me that the meaning of life is love and that the best things to strive for are the things (or people) who bring a feeling of love into your heart. It is the only thing that is truly eternal.
I am sorry that I never really got to know you. I think I would have really liked you (love is a given) and I really think that I would have been a good mother to you. Maybe losing you will help me to appreciate the gift of life even more and will help me to be an even better mother to your little brother or sister.
Please know that I grieve you too. Please know that you were always wanted.
To my 5 angels…mummy and daddy love you all so so much .We miss you EVERY day…i cant wait to meet you all!!!! Forever in my heart
To the little bean we lost on Christmas – I miss you and think of you every day. Your cousin Katie is beautiful and reminder that you would have been too.
To our precious angel
You were the light of my life for 19 weeks and there is not a moment that goes by without thinking of you. Daddy and I were so excited to hear of your arrival, unfortunely God had another plan. I may not understand it but I have faith that he is taking good care of you. I think of the time when I got to hold you in my arms, you were so tiny, peaceful. You are our angel now, watch over us and know that you will always be loved and never forgotten.
Love you forever, Mommy and Daddy
To my little angel, born Feb 20th at 10 weeks. I will never forget you. Your soul will forever live on, and I love you. Love Mommy.
We didn’t have a lot of time with you, but in those few days we loved you so much already. Thank you for bringing out the best in us; we will never forget you little one.
my precious first baby you were only in our lives a short time but we will never forget you! you left us to be an angel at 8wks you are in mummy’s heart forever. big kisses and lot’s of love mummy daddy and your sister and brothers x x x x x x
I wish I believed my baby was indeed somewhere – maybe with my beloved grandma in heaven. I don’t know though, it is a really comforting thought as I love and miss both of them in similar ways. Although I had my safta for 29 years and my little sarsaparilla/o for less then 9 weeks. but her/his daddy and I loved our baby and wanted her/him SO MUCH. We tried for 6 or 7 months and were so happy when it finally happened – we couldn’t believe it. We thought it was too good to be true. How devastating to have our worst fears realized. I will never forget the horrible moments at the ultrasound clinic when they couldn’t see the heart beat of my baby – and just a short 6 days after we saw it for the first and only time and were so happy and proud and couldn’t wait to bring this baby to the world. I felt such great love I even kissed the picture we got… and then the doctor comes in and say “this doesn’t look good”. How can something so “common” tear your life apart like that? I think I aged 10 years when he said that.
I know I need to move on but I can’t forget that I was pregnant with you, my first, unborn child, I will never forget you and how happy I was that you were growing inside me. I miss u so much I miss feeling your presence inside me – it was such a new and extraordinary sensation. I can’t believe it is over.
To my little “bun”,
We were so happy to have you and will not forget how you changed us. Your brother misses you even though you never met in person. Sadness runs through me every time I remember that you are not with us. I do not know why you were taken away and I am so sorry if I am in any way to blame. I truly loved you as only your Mommy could.
You will be missed!
Love,
Mommy
To my little bean
You were in my tummy for just 8 weeks but you were my first baby and i will miss you every day. Your mummy and daddy loved you so much and you made us so, so happy on the days you were with us. I hope you’re sleeping well my darling and having beautiful dreams. Love, your mummy
To my little Ruby,
You will forever be missed.
Love,
Mommy
I am so sad you are not here with me, I know you were too special for this world which is why I couldn’t keep you. Not a day goes by when I don’t think about you I’m so sorry if it was my fault I would give anything to have you safe with me. Sleep sweetly my precious baby I love you x
Our little pinto bean. We found out today (13 weeks) that you passed away around 8 weeks. We had so many plans for you. You brought so much joy to so many people and it is not only us that is devastated by your passing. You had your sisters, grandparents, great grandmas, uncles and aunts that were so excited to meet you in September.
I never got to hold you or even see you. There will always be a part of us that is missing. You will always be a part of our lives and we will never forget the happiness and then the heartbreak.
Somehow we will go on and I am trying to be positive that we will conceive again and have a healthy child. That baby will never replace our loss. You are forever in our hearts and we will be together again someday and then I will hold your hand and kiss your head like only a mother can.
Goodbye Zirka, our little star in heaven.
Love, Mama and Tato
Dear Emma-My dear sweet angel. My original memorial to you was lost in 2004. Now that it is our anniversary of losing you, I feel complelled to give you a new space on this site. I cannot believe that it has been so long since you left us. Mommy and Daddy loved every second of your short time on Earth. Losing you was the hardest thing for me to go through. I hope and pray that you watch down over your brothers. You are forever in my heart, but my arms are still forever empty without you to hold. Sleep well sweet angel.
Love, Mama & Dada
I lost my twins at 14 weeks. I named them Nikki Graham and Micah Lee. I will always love and miss you both. I can’t wait to see you in Heaven one day.
My little seed, you were our first and will always be our first. We were so excited and talked about our lives with you in it. I will always wonder, remember and never forget. I know I will get the chance to meet you in heaven someday and see your beautiful face. Until then just know there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of you and all the joy you brought to my life, even for the short time you were with us. I love you so much.
Mommy
Asher we loved you so much. The day we found out you were on your way our lives forever changed. We wanted you more than I could ever explain. I know you are safe in heaven with Jesus, the angels and lots of family. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you. I love you so much. If I did something to cause this I am so sorry. Know that your daddy and I loved you more than words can say and that we were thrilled everyday you were with us. I’ll hold you in heaven one day. We love you!
Love,
Mommy and Daddy
It doesn’t matter how long a flower blooms, just how beautifully!
To Our first baby who went to be with the Lord on
January 4th, 2002 @ 8 weeks
I am sorry that we were so scared when we found out about you. I hold you close & dear to my heart. We will never forget you. I rest in the fact that you are in Heaven with Jesus… what a perfect place. We Love You!
To Our second baby who went to be with the Lord on
March 2nd, 2008 @ 7 weeks
I will never forget that moment when I found out about you. Your Daddy & I longed for you. We tried for 8 months and finally… I saw those two precious lines that made my heart skip a beat. I loved you so deeply from that very moment and with each day, my love grew stronger. I will never forget the look on your Daddy’s face when I told him about you. Those “looks” are forever etched in my mind… but even more so, you are forever in my heart. Even though you were not with us long, a piece of my heart went with you when Jesus took you home. I find peace & comfort knowing that you are safe in His arms now.
There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think our two precious babies. I smile when I think of holding you both in Heaven someday.
Take care of each other, our sweet precious angels!
We Love You So Much!!!
Love,
Mommy & Daddy
My little angel. Alice or Lewis. You were such a surprise, at a time in my life, and age when I didn’t expect to have any more children, suddenly you were there, growing inside me. I was in shock, but loved you from the moment those two lines appeared, I even bought you a wee pair of shoes that day. I felt special to have you, to be nurturing you. When I was sent for a scan at 9 and a half weeks because of a slight problem, I was so exited at the thought of seeing you. I had that thrill for a brief moment until they told me your heart had stopped beating. My heart broke then and there. I am so sorry my little one that you didn’t get the chance to grow and be with us. You will always be in my heart. I have kept your little shoes and some other things as well as a precious scan picture in a memory box and I look at it eveyday.
I always will,
Love always,
Mum xxx
To our beautiful baby boy Amari,
We love you with all of our hearts. We will always remember you as our angel baby who was born too soon. Your life was short here on this earth, but with God you will live forever. We will see you once again in Heaven with Jesus. Take care my beautiful angel baby. We love you.
Love Always,
Mama and Dada
To my beautiful little angel,
I fell in love with you from the moment I found I was pregnant. I will not forget the look on daddy’s face. We were both so excited. Every night I would lie in bed thinking of you, how you are growing, how I can’t wait to hold you in my arms and tell you that I love you. I would rub my belly in hopes that you feel me. I know you are very small at this point, but I can’t help wanting to feel connected to you.
I lost you on March 4, 2008 (daddy’s birthday) at 5 1/2 weeks.
This is so hard… I don’t know how to do this… I don’t want to do this… I don’t want to believe this, I just want it to be a really bad dream and wake up tomorrow knowing you are ok and safe in my belly… I love you so much… I am so sorry. I am so, so sorry. I hope that you never, ever felt unloved or unwanted. I love you and miss you so very much. I hate that I have to go on without you- without ever seeing you or holding you or kissing you or singing to you or just being with you. I know that you are in good hands now. I know that God will look after you and I only hope and pray that one day I will see you. Please know how much it kills me that you are no longer with me. I find peace and comfort knowing that God is loving you and keeping you safe in His home. You will always be in my heart. Goodbye my sweet, little angel. I love you more than you will ever know.
To my sweet baby Christian,
I love you so much! Your Daddy and I were so excited when we learned that you were growing inside me, but crushed when we learned that you had died at 8 weeks, 3 days. We miss you so very much every day. I wonder so many things about you, and wish I could have gotten to know you well. However, my heart knows you well and always will. We will always remember you & look forward to seeing you face to face in heaven.
To My Rosie,
I am putting your name here because I miss you so much right now. I know you are with me, I can feel your quiet, loving presence in the quiet moments of your life. My little angel. My love.
Mummy
To Mommy’s Angels,
There is not a moment that goes by that i don’t think of all 3 of you. My life has changed since the day i found out about each of you. To loss you all was the hardest thing in my life. I have still not figured out how to stop the hurting from you all not being here. I know that one day i will finally get to see you all. But until then know that I love you and miss you more than anyone will ever know.
Mommy
Baby- august 2001
twins- August 2002
To my dear sweet angel.
I know you are up in heaven, and watching down on me. I’m sure your up there still growing, and will become a beautiful baby. Every day I wake up and think about you, wishing you were still here with me. I’m sorry that this happened, and I would do anything to get you back. It would have been hard, because daddy is leaving for the Navy pretty soon. I doubt he would have been able to see you be born, but I would have been with you. I would have been the best mommy to you. I may not be able to see you now, but I promise I will be with you in the future. I will give you all the love you deserved. I love you, my dear angel. I miss you with all my heart. I pray for you every night, and know you are watching over me. I love you, more than you will ever know.
Love, Mommy
Munchkin
I’m so sorry we never found a name for you, mummy and daddy never agreed if your are a boy or girl, it saddens us more than anything that we will never know. I was so happy when we saw you on thursday, your heart was pumping away, and you jumped about, it was like with all the problems you were saying look mummy i’m fighting. I’m so sorry i couldn’t help you fight a bit longer. I hope you are with your grandma i hope you can look down and see a mummy and daddy who will miss you very much. it may only have been for ten weeks but you were my baby, i was your mummy and i will never ever forget you. rest in peace munchkin, godbless.
all our love, now and forever
mummy, daddy and Phoebe xxx
To mommy and daddys little angel,
Aaron or Sophie im sorry that we didnt get to find out if you were a boy or a girl but i want you to know that i love you more then anything you will always be my angel. When me and daddy found out we were pregnant with you we were excited but also scared and im sorry that we were scared. I will never forget daddys face when i told him about you he was excited. Every night i would lie in bed and rub my belly and talk to you and read you stories and sing to you and daddy and I couldnt wait to hold you in are arm and kiss your little hands. You were our everything and you still are and always will be R.I.P mommy and daddys little angel We love you more then you will ever know.
To my little baby,
I’m so sorry you weren’t able to join us in this world. I feel empty without you. I know no matter what I try and do I will never be able to replace you. I think about you everyday, how you would have looked, laughed, felt, danced. I think about how great of a mommy I would have been. I am so sad, I am so sad.
I know I didn’t know you
but my heart was there for you
I can’t wait to see you when
you come back to me again.
And when you do
I won’t let you down
You’ll have all the love you need
You’ll laugh and play
And grow so beautifully.
In my heart you’re with me
like an angel from above
Helping me through life without you
So I can give you a mothers love.
You’re in my heart….. Always and forever……. I miss you.
We will remember you.
Our relationship is fuller because of you.
Our love is stronger because of you
Our lives are richer because of you.
We will never forget the joy your brought to us.
I hope one day we will meet you gain.
Always and forvever in our hearts
A & K
To our little baby Huey,
Your daddy and I named you Huey because it means “heart”, which you had. I don’t know when you left us, but I found out your little heart wasn’t beating anymore at about 7 weeks (on Feb.29). I fell in love with you the moment I saw that positive pregnancy test (on Jan. 29), and that love kept growing each time I saw your heartbeat on the ultrasound. I still love you so very much, even though we never got to meet you. I will meet you someday in heaven, so until I can tell you in person and with hugs and kisses, please know that you were loved and wanted and should have been here with us. God needed another angel so He chose you, but I will never forget you, my first and only baby. You will always be in my heart.
Love always, your Mommy
In Memory of Liam Gabriel
Born into Heaven May 22,2007 @ 14 weeks
What you mean
For Mommy you were the opportunity to start another journey
To not repeat the mistakes I had made.
You were a chance to guide another human being to their potential, to love more than I thought possible.
For Daddy you were the dream to see baby smiles again.
You were a little hand to hold,eyes that would sparkle and the promise to be immortal once again.
To your brother you were a life long dream to be able to mentor,love and the chance to play.
Someone to walk the journey of life with when Mommy and Daddy are, to know he would never be alone.
Maybe most of all you are peace and hope and you gave us so much with your calm acceptance. The calm acceptance in the way you came into this world and left it.
You are forever loved and missed our Angel.
Love Mommy, Daddy and Ryan
When I found out I was pregnant with you I wanted you so bad and then I saw you @ 8 weeks and fell in love and then at 14 weeks I heard your heartbeating and it was strong and then on March 17th 2008 @ 16 weeks you had no heartbeat god had sent for you. I may not understand why but I would give anything to have you. I love you so much and even though I didnt get to touch or hold you or kiss you I will someday so I dedicated this poem to my little angel who lives in my heart….
My Precious Little Baby,
Your face I’ve never seen.
Your skin I’ve never touched before,
Nor held you close to me.
You lived inside my body,
But only for a while;
Till Jesus softly whispered,
“Come home my little child.”
You must have been a special child;
If God needed you up there.
Because heaven is a better home,
It’s beauty can’t compare.
So, till I get to heaven,
And see your shining face;
Jesus will take care of you,
And love you in my place.
Yes, Jesus loves His little lambs,
They sit around His throne;
So sit on Jesus’ lap dear child–
Till Mommy gets called home.
~Author Unknown
I love you little monkey……Love always mom
To my little chick!
Mama thinks about you every day & the pain of never knowing you, holding you, kissing you is so so hard to bear. I miss you even though I have never seen your face which I know is beautiful…I’m sorry I could not keep you safe my darling but Daddy & I will always love you dearly & we will never forget that you were with us if only for a short time. My sweet sweet angel, you are always & forever in our hearts! I hope you are happy & safe wherever you my sweetheart! Words fail me, I cannot express how much you will alway mean to me & to Daddy…..I’m broken…I love you my baby.xxxxx
Unnamed baby, unknown gender: August 1996
Unnamed baby, unknown gender: November 2007
Precious Dreams
Dear God,
Am I supposed to feel this way?
How do I put these feelings into words, what do I say?
These feelings I have for my baby whose beautiful face I never got to see
(but in my dreams);
My Baby, who forever changed me;
My Baby, whose little hand I can not hold
(but in my dreams);
My Baby, for whom I have so much love untold;
My Baby, whose sweet smile I can not see
(but in my dreams);
My Baby, whom I love endlessly;
My Baby, whose angelic voice I can not hear
(but in my dreams);
My Baby, whom my heart is always near;
My Baby, whom I can not watch grow
(but in my dreams);
My Baby, to whom I long to let my love show;
My Baby, with whom a laugh I can not share
(but in my dreams);
My Baby, whose loss is oh so hard to bear?
It is comforting to know My Lord, that My Baby is now sitting at your feet
And when you say “It is time!” we will finally get to meet
Until that glorious day arrives, for now it seems,
My Baby & I will be together only in my Precious Dreams
April Esch 3/24/08
Unknown gender; March 2007
~MY SWEET HEAVEN, HOW MY ARMS ACHE TO HOLD YOU, IT WAS A BLESSING AND THE BEST 23 DAYS OF MY LIFE SPENDING IT WITH YOU, YOU LIVE FOREVER IN MY HEART~
OCTOBER 9TH 2007 – NOVEMBER 1ST 2007
I want to tell you little angel that we wanted you from the first day you were conceived and grieved horribly that we never got to even hold you! I can’t wait to take you into my arms when I get to heaven. Please watch over your siblings and know how much Daddy and I love you!
Its been 3 years since we lost you. I know you are with God & watching over your little sister, I love you so much, & I have comfort knowing I will see you one day. Love you baby. Love, Mommy
To my sweet baby,
Daddy and I were so excited that you were coming to join us and your big brother. We were so thrilled to have a new little person in our life. We barely were able to celebrate your existence and you were gone. I didn’t know that my heart could ache so much for someone I just found out about. My only solace comes from the fact that I know you are with the angels and one day I will get you to meet you.
Mommy and Daddy love you very much.
just thinking about you sheds tears yet i cannot think od anyone else but you and everything is in teas.
you were right to abort yoursekf from me. it was only right that your should/ your father wanted me to “get rid” of you, but i never never never let him. as emily knows i’m a junkie whore, i know why emily never wanted me to be her mum, its cozz i am SHIT SHIT SHOT SHIT, just fecking shit, just a person who when i knew i was pregenant stopped usinfg EVERYTHING i knew the baby needed me sober and no smack no fuck all but i’m not all fuck all and now, now i have cut off all ties. now i WILL BE WITH YOU there is nothing that hods me back bar the pain of death. the oain of death is a fear, but i do not live without out. you are my life and i LOVE you moe than any drug more than any man nuch mcug more than any drug. my angel, you are kuke my uber cool great great grandmother Emily/ you shlall always endure. along with my heart only for you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
i will n’er let you go
just thinking about you sheds tears yet i cannot think od anyone else but you and everything is in tears.
you were right to abort yoursekf from me. it was only right that your should/ your father wanted me to “get rid” of you, but i never never never let him. as emily knows i’m a junkie whore, i know why emily never wanted me to be her mum, its cozz i am SHIT SHIT SHOT SHIT, just fecking shit, just a person who when i knew i was pregenant stopped usinfg EVERYTHING i knew the baby needed me sober and no smack no fuck all but i’m not all fuck all and now, now i have cut off all ties. now i WILL BE WITH YOU there is nothing that hods me back bar the pain of death. the oain of death is a fear, but i do not live without out. you are my life and i LOVE you moe than any drug more than any man nuch mcug more than any drug. my angel, you are kuke my uber cool great great grandmother Emily/ you shlall always endure. along with my heart only for you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
i will n’er let you go
My dear Autumn,
Mommy misses you so much. You blessed me in just the little time you came to visit. I want you to know that mommy, daddy, and big brother all miss you and want you to know that you will never be forgotten. We love you…”OUR ANGEL”
Autumn Louise Alexander
3/27/08 – 3/27/08
r.i.p my little angel,
you were gone before we even had the chance to realise you were a part of us.
i am still in shock, but just know even though we didn’t meet mummy and daddy will always love you and never ever forget you.
I long to hold you, to feel your hands and feet, to touch your button nose, and kiss you all over. Im sorry we never met, my little angel. Sleep now my baby, I know theres someone I love, to hold you in his arms in heaven.
I love you my sweet strawberry baby.xxx
I wish I would have got to meet you. I was so excited about you joining part of our family. But God decided to take you at a very early age 4 weeks. You will always be in my heart.
Mami
Our little darlings
Feldry and Audrix
3rd April 2008 at 4pm. Lost at 9 weeks…
It was such a joyous surprise to know that what was one became two. I wish with all my heart you could have stayed with us. It was a joy to have you inside of me. I hope you felt our love. We will always be with you. I miss you both so much. All our love your mum + dad
we just found out about you and lost you at the same time. after so many trys to get you i can’t believe you came and went so fast.
We wished and prayed to be blessed with a baby, and when we dicovered that God had blessed us with you, we were so excited. We loved you from that moment on, and now that you are gone, we’ll carry you in our hearts forever. Until we meet again…
To my beautiful unborn angel. God how i miss you already but i know you are among my other angels. I will be with you all one day. until then know how much i love you!
Dear first-baby-to-be,
We thank you for the short time you were with us, the 8 weeks of tired sound sleep, hungry food cravings and also peaceful energy. You helped me to take better care of myself with vitamins, food, and sleep.
We wished you could’ve stayed with us longer, but we try to accept what is.
Thank you for your love for us. We will always remember you. Your mommy-and-daddy-to-be.
Memorial Day: March 24, 2008
little JL
Im so sorry to have not been able to meet you and watch you grow and learn from you and teach you and be your mum. I miss you so much already. You breifly bought joy into my life and i am eternally greatful for those few weeks of happiness i was able to have. I will forever hold you in my heart. How I wish I could have held you in my arms aswell
sleep quietly my little angel
Jaidyn Levi. Miscarried at 12 weeks 5 days
dear katelyn,
Mommy and daddy love you so much. we wanted you sooo much. I miss you everyday. Have fun in heaven with your other brothers and sisters.
Lost my seventh angel baby on 2-11-08
My darling baby, I am only comforted in the knowledge that your great Granpa would be holding you in his arms, loving you, and taking care, while we are apart. You are safe, and will sleep well in his safe embrace.
I am naming you Marine, and each time im at the sea, i will be reminded of you. I wish every day and night to be peaceful for you now. My tears are flowing, just like the sea.
Goodbye Marine, Mummy loves you So so much, im missing you so much it hurts.
Each shell I collect, will remind me of YOU.My darling.
Marine 1/3/08-4/4/08
Our Joshua,
It really helped me to read the many stories posted on this website. I recently lost my little Joshua. He was four months old, and the doctors think that I had issues with my cervix, not being able to hold. We were devastated, but we trust in God that our little one is with him, and that we will be reunited one day as a family. I miss him so much, and I feel like a part of me will be missing always, but I found through writing my feelings about him I can always keep his memory alive. You are perfect Joshua, and Daddy and I
will always love you throughout time, space and eternity.
We where very shocked when we found out first that i was pregnant, then our shock turned to love and we couldnt wait until our 1st scan so we could see u, we had u name picked, we had our own ideas wat it would be like having a baby to our wee family. what pram we would get, who u would look like. Then our dreams where torn apart when i found out i was losing u, my baby. Mammy & Daddy love u angel always, not a day goes past that we dont think of you. you will always be in our hearts. love you baby jamie To The End xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
My much awaited-for baby, I wish you didn’t have to leave my womb. You have three sisters who didn’t know you existed inside me because Daddy and I were waiting until I reached 12 weeks before we told them, they would have been sooooo excited, especially since you were due at Halloween (their favourite time of the year). Why oh why did you have to be taken from me. I think about you all the time, little one. I know my Nanny Molly is taking real good care of you in Heaven as she would have done here on Earth. You are on my mind constantly since we lost you and I keep wishing you were here with us. I’ll never forget you and one day soon I’ll tell your sisters all about you, but not just yet, I need time to adjust to you not being here myself. I’ll always love you and never forget you. Love always – Mammy xxxx
My Jordan,
I was three weeks along when I found out I was pregnant with you. It was a discovery that turned my life around, but I was so happy, from the first moment, despite the situation I was in. I would have been a single mum, even though your father would have loved you, but it would have been fine, you would have been surrounded with the most wonderful love and everything you deserved. I lost you around 7 and 8 weeks – my first pregnancy – and have named you Jordan. I hope you like it, whether you would have been a boy or a girl.
I miss you more than I can say and I feel so awfully sorry that you will never get your chance to be alive here. I know that you would have been such a beautiful, unique, and amazing person, and I wish we all could have met you. I will love and remember you always – mum xx
13/2/08 – 1/4/08
I wanted to see both of my angels so much. I find it very hard to see you as a babies and people. That makes it more difficult but I do miss you so much.
You have two sister and a brother. They know about my March angel and were so excited. They miss you. Your daddy is also very sad.
My angels – Aug 2007 & March 2008
Mommy
Dear Baby,
I wrote you a poem. I titled it Baby Number Three, because we had not yet learned your sex. Here goes….
For the face I’ll never see/Your eyes won’t stare back at me/I know your loss while probably for the best/In my heart I feel the depth/My Lord knows who you are/and in His hands safe and secure/this world you will never see/in a lot of ways thankfully/but you will be missed/in my heart I feel truly blessed/even though your life but for a moment/the memory of you/I’ll never disown it/ MY BABY/ Your MAMA loves thee/My Baby Number Three.
In memory 5-27-2007
Will never forget this day.
I didn’t get a chance to find out if you were a girl or boy, but I would have loved you no matter what. You will always be in my heart. God Bless You.
still missing you my sweet girl, i will always treasure the 23 days i held you in my arms xoxoxoxoxo
Dear Baby,
If you hadn’t died, I might never have learned what a good man your father is. Just to carry you for a few weeks was a blessing. You were wanted!
I found out today that you have joined my other little angels – Damon George – the one from so long ago, and Rohann, whom I lost in November 2007. I love you Deidre – you will never be forgotten.
My heart is aching for you – I will always love you – I will always remember.
For two years your father and I waited for news of you. The day I found out was the happiest day of our lives. The day I lost you was one of the worst. I love you and miss you. Our hearts are breaking. Love, mom and dad.
I recently suffered a miscarriage at 8 weeks. the hardest part was how well planned this pregnancy was compared to my others, we knew pretty much the day we concieved. I will never be able to rid my memory of this trauma… I can only wait for time to heal me.
Thank you for your site.
We tried for so long to create our baby.Our joy after our treatment to learn we were pregnant is something we will never forget. A heartbeat at 7 weeks made us think it was safe to start to make plans.
We mapped out the next 6 months and we just planning to tell the world about you when we learnt at 10 weeks that our precious little one had died. No heartbeart, not growing. The devestation we are feeling at the loss of our baby is soul destroying. We went to church today and lit a candle for ‘little h’ and asked for a prayer during service.
We love you and we miss you, if we could bring you back we would, sleep tight lttle one.
Love Mummy and Daddy.
my beautiful baby angel, mummy daddy and your sister Elisa will never forget you, thankyou for giving me something to look forward to when i get to meet you in heaven one day. I will always love you xxxx
mummy xxx
A Letter From Heaven
Mommy,
Please don’t cry for me,
I’m where I need to be.
The Angels brought me here,
And they’re always near.
You gave me all your love,
And I brought it up above.
I feel it everyday,
I’m not that far away.
Please don’t cry those tears,
Or waste away your years.
God has work for you,
There’s something you must do.
God’s message will be clear,
When the time is near.
Just hold me in your heart,
We’ll never be apart.
Remember Jesus loves me,
He gave his life to set me free.
Because Jesus has risen,
I see him each day in heaven.
They love me like you do, Mommy,
And they take good care of me.
So don’t worry, and don’t be late,
I’ll be waiting at heaven’s gate.
Love always,
me
Little Baby Currie- I will never forget the day we found out about you, April 6, 2008, even your Uncle John was there. We were so excited about you and told everyone, even Big Sister and Little Man. You were due Dec. 11, 2008 and We started planning our life over the next 36 weeks just to protect you…. and then the day came that God called you home. It was April 19, 2008 at 4:34 AM, you were 6 weeks and 2 days old in my tummy. Mommy will never forget the pain as she knew you were gone. It hurt so bad to let you go, but God was ready for you to come home. Your Uncle John nicknamed you Peanut just to try and comfort mommy and daddy. Little Man is to small to understand but Big Sister knows that you went to heaven and she wants you back, just like mommy and daddy do. I LOVE YOU Baby Currie and will never ever forget you.
Although you were only with me a very short time, I loved you a lifetime’s worth. Rest in peace little one.
To the 2 babies lost over the last year, im so sorry i could not keep you safe, Even though i only had you a matter of days i loved you named you and planned our lives around you!
Big kisses
i will see you again
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My Two Little Beautiful Babies:
One who I never Knew was there till it was too late. And to the One who was way to little. May God Hold you until I can see you both agin. I love you both and your Daddies love you too.
Ana Grace (2000)
Robert Chance (2002)
My Two Little Beautiful Babies:
One who I never Knew was there till it was too late. And to the One who was way to little. May God Hold you until I can see you both agin. I love you both and your Daddies love you too.
Hugs and Kisses
Ana Grace (2000)
Robert Chance (2002)
You came to us as a surprise and taken from us as a surprise..Just at 8 weeks..
I hope you know how much you are truly loved. Your dad and big brothers and sisters were calling you our little Fido…
Not a minute goes by that I don’t think about what could have been..
You were taken from us for a reason, I can’t name one good one yet.. You are watching over all of us, when we should be watching over you….I love you my sweet little Fido…
Mommy
It took time and help to get pregnant with you. So when I found out that you were with me I was so happy and so excited for you to grow and to meet you. When I lost you I was heartbroken and felt lost and confused. Even though I knew you for a short time, I loved you and will never forget or stop loving you. You are our angel and I know you are watching over us. I’m sorry that this happened to you but deep down I know there was a reason for it even though mommy has a hard time accepting that. You will forever be missed. God Bless you my little one.
Daddy, Mommy and your big sis
You were a total surprise to me and daddy, but you were wanted so very much, all the family were so excited about your arrival especially auntie K after the year she had, you gave me the happiest three months in a long time, Im sorry you had to go through pain as me and daddy did but you are now resting in peace, we will never forget you our precious baby, we will never forget and you will always be missed, love you lots mummy and daddy xxxxx
“Oh my little baby.” Those are the only words I can manage to mumble just yet. My little Lucia. So many people keep saying things like “it wasn’t a real baby yet” and “be glad you didn’t lose her later on.” These idiots. Lucia, you are as much my child, and yes, a real baby as your brother Brian is. The nearly 4 months you lived inside of me I imagined an entire lifetime for you. I hope that the theories about God and Heaven are true. I hope you’re there with Him and that your soul is resting. I miss you so much. I can go a few hours on with my “normal” life. I’ve managed to work and sleep. I’m just not all that hungry to eat. It rained yesterday and I thought about the garden you’re in now. The flowers will be even brighter the next time I visit you. Thank you for keeping me company as long as you could. I still talk to you, only in my mind now. I hope you’re okay. I miss you so much.
For Lucia 4-22-08
our sweet litttle baby…God brought you to us as a complete surprise, but a blessing in our eyes. Not a minute goes by that we don’t miss you. we may never completely understand why you had to leave us so soon, but we know that we will see you someday. please know that your mommy and daddy love you soo much and we hope that you are in a peaceful and safe place.
love mommy and daddy xoxo
Dear Dale,
I miss you so much. You have been gone only 3 weeks and 3 days. I’m so sorry I couldn’t hold you. Your daddy held you and loved you as long as they let him. I hope you like your burial spot. The tree you are under will be beautiful come spring. I have an angel around my neck to always remind me of you. You were a beautiful baby. I have your pictures and look at them frequently. I hold your tiny teddy bear the nurses were thoughtfull enough to give me. I love you and will miss you forever.
Love
Mommy
My angel,
You were taken far too soon, but I know it was because God needed you for bigger and better things. If it was something I did, I am sorry. You will never be forgotton. I love you!
Mommy
aron ka’amil davids our little angel,
You were in our life for 14 weeks! We were so happy you were coming into our life the excitment we felt could never be put into words! We were devestated at the lose of you are angel but we know you are with your grandparents ur dads parents and you are loved and safe! Although we could not hold you in our arms we will forever hold you in our hearts! You are though of every single day and i cant wait for the day when i finally get to hold you in our arms! Love you forever aron my sweet little angel!
For all my 13 angels from 1996 until 2008!
Mummy misses you so much and knows you are in a better place! I think of you everyday i love you all so much
love forever mummy xxxxxx
I love you, little baby. We wish we could hold you and kiss you. You would have made us so happy. Someday, someday I will get to be with you and tell you how much I love you. I’ll never forget you. Mommy
to our precious little angel we lost at 8 weeks along, mommy and daddy couldnt wait so hold you, kiss you and see you. you will always be in our hearts & thoughts we know you are in a better place but its so hard not to cry for you. we will see you again our little love.
to my precious baby angel. you weren’t that far along but i still feel like a huge hole is in my heart. i was so scared at first but then i became excited to be your mommy. i am gettin a tattoo in your rememberance. i love you baby angel. i will see you in heaven some day.
♥
Dear Estella,
Mama miss you so much! A few days after the doctor told me that it was a non viable pregnancy, and I still got to see your heartbeat in the sonogram, it was the greatest joy i have ever had. Even though, it lasted for a short period, i cherished every moment i had with you. Everyday, I went on my knees in prayers pleading with God not to take you away but it was to be. It hurts so bad but I know i have to let you go. Please know that we will always love and you will always be in our hearts.
Love,
Mama, Daddy & Joshua
to my little angel you may have only been in our lives for 11 weeks and 5 days and we never got to see you, we loved you and so wanted to be able to hold you, you made us so very happy and mummy and daddy loved you very much. we will always miss you we both asked for someone to keep you with us but you were gone, we miss you so much and will never ever forget our little angel and connor your big brother misses you to.
all our love
mummy, daddy and connor
The Angels returned you to heaven before I could hold you or see you but you made yourself very much apart of me with your beautiful movements and responses to my touch and voice. I know your PAPA is holding you now as he
promised he would. I can’t wait to be with you my Angel.
I will love you till the end of time Mom
promised he would . I can’t wait to be with you.
The Angels returned you to heaven before I could hold you or see you but you made yourself very much apart of me with your beautiful movements and responses to my touch and voice. I know your PAPA is holding you now as he
promised he would. I can’t wait to be with you my Angel.
I will love you till the end of time Mom
Dear babies!
I prayed for a long time to have another baby and god blessed us for just a brief moment with each of you. Your big sister Faith is waiting for the day God will bless us again with a new baby. I will hold each of you in a special place in my heart. Even though we could have never met you are STILL the loves of my life. God will deicde when it is best for us to expand our family again.
God bless you little angels! I know that you are watching over us……..miss you!
Love,
Mommy, Daddy, and Faith
to my little angel
we hoped and prayed that god would bless us with another baby and he did just for a little while …… we miss you every day and will always be remembered …….
i now that your being looked after up there…….
and hopefully god will give us another blessing of another baby one day
god bless you my little angel
lots of love mammy , daddy ,dyllian and sasha
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Dear sweet baby of ours,
9 weeks inside of me. Just as your sibling a few years ago. God knows all and we have faith. We were praying we would get to keep you….we did for 9 weeks. We will have you in our hearts forever.
I want you to know Mommy loves you and misses you more than I can express. I will get through this and pray to be blessed with a baby again.
Mommy, Daddy, Hannah, Tyler and Tanner love you so very much and we miss you so very very much. We will meet in heaven one day and what a joyful day that will be.
Mommy loves you my sweet angel.
Love always,
Mommy, Daddy, Hannah, Tyler and Tanner
Dear Little One,
We suspected you might be with us before we found out for sure. We knew of you for only six short, glorious days. We love you. We had longed for you. We know you are up in heaven now with Jesus. You’re with Grandma and Grandpa Haufe and Oma. We know they must love you! We’re sad that they met you before we did but are glad that you are with them now. We look forward to meeting you one day. We’re glad that you are safe.
Love,
Mommy & Daddy
There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you. I love you so much. I carried you for 5 months and then I had to let you go to heaven. I know that I will see you again someday, but it brakes my heart to know that I see, hear, and hold you. I thought about what life would be like after you were born, your life was going to be so special, but now your memory is special. I have a flower box that is just for you, but I am sure you already know that, you probably watered them with your tears.
Remember I love you with all of my heart and I will never forget you. I wear your baby ring around my neck at all times. See you some day soon, I am your mother and I love you!
Dear my little angel,
We were so excited to find out that you would be joining your big sister and big brother, but our hearts were broken on Jan 11 2008 (12 weeks) to find out that God had other plans for you. I have never experience anything more painful that loosing you. Daddy was so excited to meet you and we can’t wait for the day that we meet you in Heaven. We love you so much!!
Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Karsen and Camden.
You were my first pregnancy. A big surprise! For the two weeks I knew about you I couldn’t think of anything else but how happy I would be to look into your eyes when you were born. I was devastated to lose you, but your Daddy and I know you’ll come back when the time is right. I love you so, and look forward to meeting you.
Mommy
Baby Taylor,
I’m so sad that my arms did not get to hold you. My heart will always ache for you. But I know that you are with God now, and there is no better place than Heaven.
I wish you could have met us. Me, your dad and your brother, Carter. We loved you so much even before we met you.
We love you so much,
Momma, Dada, and Carter
today is mother’s Day. Tomarrow was supposed to be our first check up at 7 weeks, but i lost you two weeks ago and have been missing you. I imagine what you would have been like, to hold you and bring you home. I know you are an angle with God’s mercy and light to surround you. I am glad you didn’t know the pain of this world. I keep in my heart forever,
I Love You , Love You,
Mommy.
yesterday was mothers day. this would have been our 1st mothers day together. it was hard, as im sure you saw. but i know your up there, watching over me and your daddy. he doesnt realize how hard it is on me, but i know hes suffering as well. I found a poem yesterday on Daily Strength:
Are You Still A Mother?
Are you still a mother if yoru baby’s not with you?
I thought of you and closed my eyes, and prayed to God today.
I asked him what makes a mother, and I know I heard Him say:
A mother has a baby, This we know is true.
But, God, can you be a mother, when your baby’s not with you?
Yes, you can He replied, with confidence in His voice.
I give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime, and others for a day
and some I send to fell your womb, but there’s no need to stay
I just don’t undersand this God, I want my baby here
He took his breath and cleared his thraot, and then I saw a tear
I wish I could show you what your child is doing today
If you could see your child smile with other children who say
we go to Eart and learn our lessons of love and life and fear
My mommy loved me oh so much I got to come straight here
I feel so lucky to have a mom who mad so much love for me
I learned my lessons very quickly my mommy set me free
I miss my mommy oh so much but I visit her each day
When she goes to sleep on her pillows is where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear
“Mommy don’t be sad today I’m your baby and I’m here”
So you see my dear sweet one, your children are ok
Your babies are here in my home, they’ll be at heavens gate for you
So now you see what makes a mother. Its the feeelings in your heart
It’s the love you had so much of right from the very start
Though some on earth may not realize you are a mother untiler their time is done
They’ll be up here with me one day and you’ll know that you’re the best one.
it helps, as best as it can. I can only wait until we are together again. I love you baby… -mommy & daddy
Still trying to understand why you arent with us. It has been almost a week since we let you go. I miss you so very much…who knew that you could miss & love someone so much when you never even saw their face? You are always on my mind and I know that our souls will meet again some day. Until then, “my pokemon” you are in my heart.
All my love,
Mama
to my precious baby boy amadeus carter, mommy & daddy think of you everyday wishing you were still here where you belong. oh! what we would do to bring you back!!! grandma & grandpa cried for you so much!! mommy’s heart is broken in a million pieces for you my lil luv daddy’s being strong for all of us but he almost breaks down when your name is brought up. we love you angel baby your candle is lit in your remembrance everyday.
My little Rio. I never got to hold you or see you, but I will always love you. You will always have a place in my heart and I will never forget the love and excitement I felt for you for the brief time you were with me.
Good night and God bless, my angel. xx
Baby Jude,
Look at the stars, see how they shine for you ..
Love always mammy, daddy and big brother dillon.
15-5-2008
Baby Bean,
Even though we never got to see each, I still love you dearly. Your Daddy and I think of you all the time. I miss you so much and cry for you all the time but i know you are in a better place and someone there is taking good care of you. You are my angel.
Love always Mummy & Daddy.
Baby Angel Andy
its so hard not being able to hold you or watch you grow.. i know it has only been 6 days … but i haven’t stopped hurting yet. and i don’t think i ever will … i love you and so does your daddy .. im so sorry that mommy couldn’t see you… but i hope that one day i will.. i will always remeber you .. your in my heart forever…
love momma
My little Baz,
I am so sad that I never got to meet you. Your Daddy and I wanted you so very much. We love you and miss you every day. We know that you are in a better place now, but somehow that doesn’t help at the moment. I love you and wish with all my heart that things could have been different.
I will never forget you my beautiful little baby.
Goodbye,
Love Mummy
For Our Little Angel,
It will be one month tomorrow since we were told that we have you as our angel in heaven, instead of a baby here on earth. I still miss you everyday, and I always will. Mama is learning to be stronger, for your big sisters and Daddy too. I will always wonder what you would have been like, looked like, smelled like, laughed like, loved like, here with us on earth.
Someday will come, and we will be together again. I know in my heart that you & Miranda are warm, safe, and happy beyond my imagination. I will look for you both, dancing among the stars and bouncing on the clouds.
For now I will visit you in my heart & dreams.
Until then My Sweet Angel,
Forever your Mama
My Little Peanut,
Where did you go my darling child? Why did you get shy and go back to Heaven…Papi and I were so happy you were coming to us.
We miss so much your essence, the hope you represented. I know when you are ready you’ll come around, right Peanut? And when you do, our arms will be so warm and strong around you that you’ll never have to worry about anything.
When I miss you the most I listen to a particular song and pretend you are singing to me…..it’s called “The Promise”, and even though it makes me cry, you comfort me with the words.
I love you, my darling baby, and can’t wait to meet you when you’re ready.
Todo nuestro carino,
Mama y Papa
I am a Mommy… But my 3rd baby sleeps in heaven.
“I can’t hold you in my arms, so I call you in my heart”
In loving memory of my precious angel in heaven:
Baby Shalom. Miscarried at 3 months & 10 days. The name Shalom is a Hebrew word meaning “Peace” Or “Prince of Peace.” My lil angel went to heaven on April 27th 2008.
Glory baby you slipped away as fast as I could say baby…baby..
You were growing, what happened dear?
You disappeared on me baby…baby..
Heaven will hold you before we do
Heaven will keep you safe until we’re home with you…
Until I’m home with you…
Miss you everyday
Miss you in every way
But we know there’s a
day when I will hold you
We I hold you
You’ll kiss my tears away
When we’re home to stay
Can’t wait for the day when I will see you
I will see you
But baby let sweet Jesus hold you
‘till mommy can hold you…
You’ll just have heaven before I do
You’ll just have heaven before I do
Sweet little babies, it’s hard to
understand it ‘cause I’m hurting
I am hurting But there is healing
And we know we’re stronger people through the growing
And in knowing-
That all things work together for our good
And God works His purposes just like He said He would…
Just like He said He would…
I can’t imagine heaven’s lullabies
and what they must sound like
But I will rest in knowing, heaven is your home
And it’s all you’ll ever know…all you’ll ever know.
To my little baby Cooper,
You were my first child , I only carried you for six weeks but we loved and cherished you from the beginning.
You are in my soul forever, i wonder why you had to leave when all we wanted was you! My heart will always ache for you my beautiful angel baby.
I know we will meet again someday in heaven till then rest in the arms of our beautiful nana’s
Love your Mama and Dada
To my little baby Cooper,
You were my first child , I only carried you for six weeks but we loved and cherished you from the beginning.
You are in my soul forever, i wonder why you had to leave when all we wanted was you! My heart will always ache for you my beautiful angel baby.
I know we will meet again someday in heaven till then rest in the arms of our beautiful nana’s
Love your Mama and Dada
To our angel Gabriel. We loved you the moment we knew we were having you. We love you now. We will love you always. We only had 22 weeks with you on this earth, but we will have forever in Heaven. God please take care of our baby until we are able to.
Love, Your Mother and Father
Little BJ…the name your sister, Sophie, gave you…my little baby boy…so fiesty, kicking…I’m so sorry my body couldn’t keep you safe. I know you tried so very hard to stay with me and Daddy…I wish I had touched you when I gave birth to you…but at 17 weeks, you were so small…and I couldn’t believe what had happened… but I held you and looked at my precious little one…so small and vulnerable. So now, I am left to wonder what kind of boy, what kind of man, you might have been. What would your voice have sounded like? My little baby boy angel…we so truly wanted you. You were born out of love…and you leave this earth with all of it. It’s almost two months later and I still miss you…April 9th was so sad…until the very last moment, I didn’t think you were coming so soon. Sweetpea…love you so. Mommy
My little christmas baby,
Mommy misses you so much and feels so empty inside. I never got to hold you or meet you but I will always hold a special place in my heart for you. I will always think of you as my christmas angel. You were loved so much and I wish that you could have meet your big sister. I know you are in heaven and were with me for so short a time for a reason. will never forget my little angel.
Love, Mommy, Daddy and Amelia
My precious little one. From the moment that we knew you were growing we were all so excited. Your big sister, and your two big brothers were anxiously awaiting you. Daddy was so excited. Do you remember mama talking to you, and singing you songs? We laughed about maternity clothes and pondered names for you. When the tests started to show that we were losing you I didn’t want to believe it. That entire week was my worst nightmare. We didn’t know your name, but I want you to know that we all really loved you our beautiful angel baby. I wear a memorial bracelet everyday to remember you. My darling little one heaven holds a special place for you, we love you so very much.
Love,
Mama
my sweet heart,
mommy was so happy to know u at 6 weeks, though mommy call this as unplan pregnancy. Mommy feel so bless to have you and can’t wait to hold you in my arm. Your little sis, christie will not have u to play around with her anymore.
Mommy have to say goodbye to you at 9 weeks….schedule for D & C tomorrow…
remember always, mommy love u and will see you in heaven one day together with your brother, dylan.
love,
mommy
Madison,
You are perfect. I miss you everyday. I love you so much. You will always be our first child. You were due April 27, 2008 but came early December 22, 2007. Though our time with you was too short, you are forever in our hearts. You had 10 fingers, ten toes, and everything else just not fully developed lungs. I held you in my arms for as long as they would allow. I didn’t care that you were cold and purple. You will always be our perfect baby. Watch over us like the angel we know you are.
Love Always & Forever,
Mommy & Daddy
To my second unborn child,
Sometime between 6 and 8 weeks, you left me. However, the love I feel for you never left. I still feel all this love for you. There were so many things I wanted to share with you, and so many memories that I wanted to create. I wish I had a chance to get to know you but one day in heaven we will meet and I will get to know you then. Until then, please know that you were very much wanted and very much loved.
Love always, Melanie
To my darling Angel,
When i first found out about you i was shocked, i didn’t know what to do. I was still a child myself but as you grew inside me i started to love you more and more each day. After 7 weeks and 3 days you left me and daddy to go to heaven. I wish i would have had the chance to meet you, the chance to have hold you in my arms and to have never let go. I love you so much words can not describe. Me and daddy will never forget you and we hope you are in a better place. We will think about everyday. I had so many dreams and plans for you, so many hopes. I had even chose the school you would go to. Its such a shame you will never see sunshine or look at the stars or to play in the park. Me and Daddy just want you to know we love you and we will meet you someday and we can be a proper family.
Lots of love Mummy x
sweet angel
my darling daughter FEBE
I will never ever forget you, my sweet love ..
although i was quite ill with depression at the start of my pregnancy, i really truly wanted you – and when you were born at 21 weeks gestation and i was told you were a little girl my heart broke in two
you already have a baby brother or sister in heaven, and i hope you have found him/her
you also having a darling big sister on earth FLEUR – she too is heartbroken to have lost her baby sister
your daddy is a darling and will love you also as much as i do – sleep tight sweet love, i hope you are now with the rest of your loving family – gt grandma and grandpa and gt auntie margaret
until we all meet again in that wonderous place .. i shall keep my memory of you burning in my heart
i love you my darling
mummy xx
to febe.
I love you so much.and I hope you are with grandmar grampar and auntie margaret.Also ben the dog and tish and tosh my old pet fish are all up there to.Please tell evryone up there that I miss them.Mummy is going to buy a teddy that you can name a star on.I am going to name that star Febe.I hope you are are o.k eating cream caremel yougarts with grandpar. and eating penguins with grandmar.I hope auntie margaret is making you lath.I will send you a cristmas card and preasnt on cristmas.I will always make shor we light a candle on cristmas eve and on your birthday.Easter and evry outher acashion.I miss you loads.I hope you are always happy.I will always remember you.and I have made you a little poem.
look up to the stars look up to the moon and what do you see.
A glowwing light across the world that will lookafter you and me.look up to the sun look up to the cloads and what do you see.that you and me are so happy gladly havving fun.So then you see a butifal Rainbow that gives us all of thoes collers.love Fleur.xxx
Dear sweet Angel,
I am so glad to have this opportunity to say a little something. Your Dad and I were so happy to find out that you were growing inside me and couldn’t wait to meet you. Me, I couldn’t wait to find out whether you would be a boy or a girl – not that it at all mattered – I just wanted you to be healthy. You were for a while, but just not strong enough to keep growing. I truly believe that you have gone to Heaven to help your future brother or sister become strong enough to bless our family one day. I miss you everyday, as I was just beginning to really feel you growing inside me – as I grew too. I will never forget the way I felt when you were with us and the last time that I got to see how perfect and peaceful you were on that ultrasound screen. We love and miss you – always remember – never forget, your Mommy and Daddy
Daddy and I think about you every single day and miss you so much. We wanted you so badly, and we miss you so much.
To my wonderful Spirit Baby-
I’m so sorry you’re gone. You were very wanted and extremely loved, and I’ll be sorry for the rest of my life that you never got to meet your amazing daddy and big brother. We had big plans for you and already had your name picked out. I know you just weren’t ready to enter the world, and that you’ll come back to me someday. I will be waiting with open arms and heart for that day to come.
You will always be loved, and I will always be thankful for the brief time you shared my body and my heart.
To our Precious Baby O’D,
Mommy and Papi miss you so much, but we do know that Jesus is keeping you safe in His arms and Auntie Jessica and Great Grandma Dorothy are there to hold your tiny hand and play with you all day.
Six weeks was not long enough to get to know your physical being, but your spirit remains with us today and always. Your Cousin Jaime told us that you were just too precious for this world and she was right.
There will come a day when we will all be reunited as a family. Until then, hear our prayers to you everyday and know that our love for you will always fill our hearts.
We love you up to the sky & past the clouds & forever & ever, Mommy & Papi O’D
Sweet Michael, Daddy and I miss you so much. I think about you all the time during the day. I am so thankful that we got to hold you and spend the whole day together. Our comfort is knowing that you are in heaven with God. I wish we could have watched you grow up, but we will all be together someday in heaven. I am glad that you are now at peace and you have no pain. I was so privlidged to carry you for four months. Everyone loves you so much. Watch over your two big sisters, angel Michael. They will miss growing up with you.
We love sweet baby Michael,
Mommy and Daddy
to our guardian angel, me and daddy were thrilled when we found out we were expecting you, 3 months of trying was all it took! but it wasnt to be… you were very poorly before you had any sort of chance, we lost you when i was 4 months gone, you will never be forgotten, were just grateful we got to have a scan picture of you to keep and remember… we loved you before we even knew you,
and we always will, all our love always,
mummy and daddy
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a little flower lent no given, to bud on earth,
but to bloom in heaven.
I was so excited when we found out we were pregnant with you, and then we lost you at 6 weeks. I know God will allow us to meet you in Heaven, when there will no pain. Rest in Peace.
I will hold you and kiss your tiny face someday, until then know mommy loves you , and there is a place deep inside my soul just for you.
From the first time I knew I was having you I was filled with joy… I couldn’t wait to hold you close in my arms the both of you…But, know I hold you close in my heart… Mommy and daddy love you both… You will always both be our babies…. OUR ANGEL BABY MOS’
Jayden, Mommy,Daddy, and big brother miss you lots. It has only been 1 week since you went home but it still seems like today. We wanted you so badly and before you left you tried to say goodbye or see you later. We will see you later in heaven so keep watching us and when we are about to do something that will keep us from you just give us a little reminder cause nothing shall stop us from being a family. My little one we all love you. Till later
Mila, my beloved little one, knowing you were finally on the way was the happiest of moments. Losing you was a devastating blow whose pain I will carry forever.
Our month “together” was the happiest time in my life. The grief at losing you was beyond what others could understand.
We love you and we will never forget you.
We tried for 6 months to get pregnant. The day came on May 10th, just before Mothers day that I was expecting. We were sooo excited! Went out bought the pregnancy book, special lotion and prenantal pills. Then the spotting started. Then the bleeding came. Check at the Dr. to find closed cervix and a six week old fetus in sack with a heartbeat! Heartbeat was slow but still there was HOPE! Days later trip back to er and cervix open. I have been here before, this would be the fourth time. What I have learned is GOD is greater and has his plan. I have two beautiful children. We prayed and hoped for this lil one. But one day we will see you in heaven.
You were the start of our family and the joy we had always dreamed of. When we found out about you on June 3, it was like a dream come true. We were very sad when we lost you. You will always be in our hearts and we thank you for letting us know that we are capable of having a family one day. Please know that you have started a beautiful legacy for us and we will never forget you. Your spirit will live on inside of our hearts and you will always be the anchor that holds our family together.
I’m calling her a girl. I don’t know what gender she really was. My mother had mostly girls but I know that doesn’t mean anything. I named her Genesis. She was the beginning that we weren’t even ready for. We didn’t even want a baby. We are too young. But a little of me died with her. My husband was so upset! I’ve never seen him cry so hard! It was like the pain was unending. I still cry over her lost personality and what could have been a beautiful little face! I hope her hair would have been red, like mine! I know she is happy and carefree with my Lord. God keep her and love her like I would!
Shea
Little Bub,
It has been 4 months since you left me and I miss you everyday. You will always be my oldest child, I will never forget you.
Little Aidan,
It has been 2 months and 2 days since you left us. We hope your journey was safe. We will see you soon. Keep a spot warm for us up there!!!
Mommy, Daddy, sissy, and new EDD 1/26/2009 (Give him strength to join us)
Drake,
You came into this world at 14 weeks gestation, on my 28th birthday (11/17/2006). Mommy made you a boy and calls you Drake . I watched you kick, squirm, and suck your thumb just a 1/2 hour before the doctors said you had to be born. We actually laughed and joked at how active you were. Your mommy was devistated, they had to put her to sleep. You had an infection, and wouldnt make it, mommy was getting sicker by the hour.
You stayed with her in her room for 4 days while she recovered. Everyone came to see you, and we took lots of pictures. We buried your ashes under the big tree with the rest of the babies. You guys keep each other warm, play nice, and please watch out for my Aidan. He joined you on 4/13/2008.
A birthday doesnt go by that I dont remember the special day you and I share. I miss you, and I promise we will play hide n seek when I get up there, just as I do with your brothers and cousins.
Aunt Mandy
Dear sibling,
I didn’t know about you until i was 10. Mom told us that we had an older sibling, but that he or she died in her tummy. Ever since I can’t stop thinking about who you could have been. Mom and Dad are happy but i know that they would be happier with you around. Mom says that she’s sorry she rode a bike that day, she hadn’t quite grasped the fact the she was pregnant. Now i’m 18 and I can’t help but to wonder if you’re watching over us. Please keep an eye on mom and dad and our three sisters, sometimes I get so afraid of losing them. Even though I never would have gotten the chance to meet you, i love you.
Dear Granchild, your parents were so excited about you, and I…to be a grama, to hold you, be proud…I loved you when I first knew about you. I’m so devasted for your parents. They are so sad. I miss you, I wanted you, I love you…you are with family now, my baby angel. I love you. Your parents love you…you were created by love, and left us in love, I will always love you baby. Grama.
We sat in the waiting room, your daddy and I, waiting to see the doctor. We were so afraid of losing you, we even talked ourselves into believing you were a little fighter and everything would be ok. So we sat and waited. We wrote on in a little book and your daddy asked what your name was and I wrote Emily Marie… We sure did love you, and still do. A few hours later, you were gone. We cried and we missed you immediately. You were our baby…our family and now our guardian Angel to watch over us. You will always be in our hearts little Emily. Always. We love you – Mommy and Daddy.
It is almost your birthday, my precious baby boy. You would have been 4 years old this year. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about holding you as you took your final breath. It was just to soon for you to join your daddy and me. God wanted you more. We miss you very much. You will never be forgotten and we will join you one day. We love you very much.
Dear Baby,
You were only 8 weeks but I believe we will see you when the time is right. We were all excited about you. Your big sister had already bought you your first ducky outfit and matching ducky slippers which you will still get to wear when you are ready to come into this world.
We miss you and can’t wait to see you soon!
Love Mommy, Daddy and your big sister (Natalie 4)
This is a message for my 3 little angels. I miss you all very much even though you were only 7weeks feb08 5weeks april08 and5 weeks june 08 all loved with all my heart. i no i will see you one day and be able to wrap my arms around you and give you the biggest kisses ever i wish you could be here with me your dad and your 2 big brothers ryan (4) and hayden (2) i no they loved you all very much 2. it gives me comfort knowing you are with nana valerie great nana emily and great nana annie aswell as uncle stephen be good for them please.
mammy will see you one day and then we can start our lives together. i no you are watching over us.
all our love hugs and kisses little ones
mammy daddy ryan and hayden xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You were the blessing we needed in our life. In the three months you were with us you brought us so much joy! We love you so much and miss you more than I can say.
we’ll meet you one day.
Until that day my precious baby, I trust you to God and the angels. Know that mummy & daddy hold you in their hearts for ever & always. xx
June 22. 08
I forgot to tell you that we planted an olive tree in the garden for you, the symbol of peace. It is up near the jasmine and the grape vine. i can go out and sit next to it and feel that I am near you.
Just Those Few Weeks
For those few weeks-
I had you to myself.
And that seems too short a time
to be changed so profoundly.
In those few weeks-
I came to know you-
and to love you.
You came to trust me with your life.
Oh, What a life I had planned for you!
Just those few week
When I lost you.
I lost a lifetime of hopes,
plans, dreams, and aspirations…
A slice of my future simply vanished overnight.
Just those few weeks-
It wasn’t enough time to convince others
how special and important you were,
How odd, a truly unique person has recently died
and no one is mourning the passing.
Just a mere few weeks-
And no “normal” person would cry all night
over a tiny ,unfinished baby
or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day.
No one would, so why am I?
You were just those few weeks my little one
you darted in and out of life to quickly.
But it seems that’s all the time you needed
to make my life so much richer
and give me a small glimpse of eternity.
TO MY DARLING LEILA
YOU WILL LIVE ON IN MY HEART FOR EVER
WITH EVERY OUNCE OF MY LOVE
MUMMY XXXXXXXXX
Baby Ditoro went to heaven on 6/16/08
To my first baby, Angelica and my triplets,
To my first baby, I’m sorry i did not even give you a chance to grow inside me. I was younger and selfish. I am very sorry. I wish that you forgive me.
To Angelica, we were so excited when we found out about you after 4 years of trying again. I don’t know what i did wrong this time and how could have i lost you at 6 weeks.
To my triplets, the pregnancy was very challenging to me but that was nothing compared to what i would feel when i feel you all moving inside me. But i did not get to experience that because your heartbeats were gone by 8 weeks. I wish i know why this is happening. I wish i know how i can hold you in my tummy for 9 months, moving around and kicking mommy’s stomach. I wish I know…
To all my five babies… Mommy is very sorry for whatever mistake mommy made… Mommy and Daddy loves you all… We will see you in heaven, someday!
To our little angle. We were so excited to know you existed even though it was only for a few short weeks . It makes me sad that we never got to meet you, but I know you are safe in heaven.
We are so sad that we lost our first baby at 5w5d on 6/23/08. There will always be a place in our hearts for you.
We lost you 8w6d on 6/23/08. You were so little. And we loved you so much. Your passing has left me feeling so alone. Heaven is a much better place because you are there, my little bean. Will you please meet me at the gates when I come to join you? You were the little blue bird in my dreams. You chose me as I chose you. All of our love forever my baby….
3 angels. chantelle grew her wings 12wks into the pregnancy (6/6/06), a second angel grew his/her wings 6wks into the pregnancy, (22/12/06), and most recently little taylor was born sleeping at 17.5wks into the pregnancy,(26/6/08)
i hope you are all together, playing happily in gods garden. mummy and daddy love and miss you all everyday.
To my angel,
To our angel,
I want you to know that you were loved from the moment we knew about you. At 7 weeks, you become a star in the sky..Wagie’s Halo. Your Dad and brother and I appreciate you watching over us and we will see you someday….until then, we love you with all our hearts baby.
To our sweet baby,
We loved you the minute we knew of you. We heard your strong heatbeat and everytime it made us so happy to know you were growing. We will never forget the day we were told you are no longer with us. I thank God every day for the gift of having you grow inside of me for 11 weeks and 5 days. You are a perfect little baby in our eyes and always will be our first. We love you angel
Love, Mommy and Daddy
To my angel…We loved you so very much! Your mama and daddy were so proud of you. I know that you are with your Aunt Gina in Heaven. I know she is rocking you and telling you how much that we wanted and loved you. As Christmas Eve comes around this year (your due date) I will celebrate your short life. Your big brother Hunter already loved you so much. The day he brought that tiny bracelet home from kindergarten and told me it was for his baby, I cried. I will always keep that bracelet for you. I will always love you. Please know that you were made with the most love. You are our angel and we will see you again one day in Heaven.
Love, Mama, Daddy, and Hunter
Our darling little Charlie who was taken from us on 2 Jun 08, you will always be in our hearts and treasured forever. We know that you are safe in Grandads arms in heaven and looking over us every minute of the day until we all meet again. You are and always will be our special little angel. God bless matey and rest in peace with grandad. Love and treasure you always, Mum, Dad, Satcey and Robert
I lost you on Friday, June 27, 2008. I was angry at God for not letting me keep you, but I am now slowly realizing that He needed extra angels in Heaven. It hurts me terribly that I cannot epress how much I miss you. You will always be my first born. I hope you will always remember mommy reading you “Little Bear” every night. I miss you so much my sweet little Emmalee. I love you and will forever miss you. Daddy misses you too. We all miss you.
Love,
Mommy
My dearest little Dax,
We are so upset that you had to leave us at 21 weeks. Mommy, Daddy, Grammee and Mimi cried until we were nearly blind. More than the crying though, we prayed over you and are finding comfort in our thoughts of you with Jesus. We look forward to the day when we are all together in the Lord’s house.
You were conceived in love and lots of planning. I miss you tremendously. I finally folded all of the clothes I had hanging for you and put them in my hope chest along with the croched going home outfit Mimi made for you. I will possibly never be able to part with any of these.
Although your Daddy and I are looking forward to trying again, our hearts are always with you, Dax, our first loved child.
Always, Mommy
To Lily,
You were loved and wanted very much and we were so excited to have another baby. Your brother Kieran learned to point at my belly and say ‘baby’ and I was so happy. Losing you to Turner’s Syndrome broke my heart, but I will always love you and remember you. Although we hope to have another baby, you will never be replaced and will always be our daughter.
Love Mommy, Daddy and Kier
To my dear sweet little angel, I think about you all the time. I wonder what your sweet little face would’ve looked like. What you would’ve felt like in my arms. Your big sister Lindsay is helping Daddy and me to get through this. I know that you were taken for a reason, one that I won’t know until I see you in heaven. Daddy and me are hoping to have another baby, but I can never replace you, or the bond that we had. I will never forget the sound of your little heart beating. I cannot express how much I miss you, and love you. I pray little angel that you are safe and well in God’s arms, Loving you forever, Mommy, Daddy, and Lindsay
We were so excited to finally be pregnant with you after struggling for what seemed like forever. We know we were ready to be your parents and you had excited grandparents wanting you so badly too. New uncles Shane and Ryan would have been thrilled and Auntie Tracy would have loved you too, we were all so looking forward to our future together with you. In just 9 short weeks you have changed our lives forever. We will remember you always.
Please help watch out for our other babies which will come to us in time. We believe you have helped paved the way for our future babies to prosper and for this your brief life is not in vain and for this we are grateful. We know our dream to be parents is possible because you. You were an angel who we wish could have stayed with us much longer. We miss what could have been and will always love you.
Dear Lupe, We miss you so much, please look out for the other babies that will come. You are always going to be in our hearts.
I didnt get much time with you but i miss you so much…always will remember you
Oh my sweet Emma,
How we miss you so much. Words alone couldn’t describe the pain and loss that we feel inside. Losing you and your twin was the worse feeling I’ve ever felt. Although, losing both of you was difficult; I don’t have any regrets for having both of you. I loved you and your twin the moment your Dad and I found out we were pregnant. Someday, we will all meet again and I’ll never let you go. I love you always my sweet little angel.
Dearest Mickey,
This should have been the week that we met you. Though it’s been 7 months since we lost you, I still think about you every day. I love you so much and wish we had had more time together.
Your mother
My little angel Briana, you were in our hearts and conversation for 10 years. We have so much love for you befor you were even here. We knew that you were coming.
I got to see your face in my dreams and I thank GOD for that.
We don’t know what plans GOD have for us, but I know that I
am very lucky to cary you for 5 months and live that love that
we can only imagine. I got to live those moments of your movments only somthing a mother can live.
Thank you for all the moments we share together.
Love MoM
To our angle, although you could not stay, you are forever in are hearts. Your big sister rubbed mommy’s tummy every day and kissed you good night. Your big brother could not stop talking about how much he loved you so much. The baby is to young to understand but loves you too. Mommy and Daddy could not wait for you to come. We know God needed you more, thank you for the love you gave while you were here.
All are love,
Mommy, Daddy, Hope, Dalton, & Seven..oxoxo
My Dear Beautiful Angel,
There isn’t a moment in the day that we don’t think of you. I miss you terribly and wish I could hold you in my arms once again. It will be seven months on the 19th of July since I last held you and kissed you.
My beautiful angel, you stole my heart from the moment you were conceived and my heart shattered into a million pieces when you left this earth. My consolation is that you are not alone, you’re with your Grandpa and he was so eager waiting for your arrival. So as you both unexpectedly fell asleep on this earth I know that Grandpa is caring for you. I can’t ask for a better person to care for my priceless gem.
I was told that with the passing of each day my heart would mend, my tears would dry and laughter would return. My beautiful angel, my heart will never mend as you have left a huge void in my heart, my tears have lessened as I have learned to hide my pain, as for laughter….I’ve learned to laugh again and smile when I think of you. When I remember seeing the ultrasounds of you sucking your thumb, kicking angrily because you didn’t like the sensation of the ultrasound and your beautiful nose. I have never seen such a beautiful nose.
My beautiful angel words cannot describe your beauty, the void you have left in our hearts, the honor and priveldge to have been your parents or the love that we have for you.
Love you with all my heart,
Mommy
I haven’t written in awhile. Another mama needed this site to help her pain, so I was kinda forced to visit, I’m ashamed to say. Know that I think of you often and that you are terribly missed and loved. Also know that we would have loved to meet you, but we know God knows what he is doing and we are so thankful for your brother and sister. Save a place for us…we’ll be there one day, although hopefully not soon. Walk beside the father and enjoy all the lovliness that I’m sure is there, and know that we love you and miss you.
To my beautiful babies, We miss you terribly and look forward to the day we meet in heaven.
The twins – March 2, 2005
Little one – January, 2008
Sweet baby – June 28, 2008
With all the love a mother’s heart can hold,
Mama
To my dear Cooper,
When we we found out you were coming we were so excited we loved you and wanted you. All i wanted was you in my arms yet you were gone too soon. Every day i think of you, i just know in my heart you were a boy. I believe our beautiful grandmothers are looking after you and giving you the love and cuddles i cant give you.
Be at peace my little cooper i will love you forever
Love your Mummy
To my sweet angels, I will always love each and every one of you forever and you will always be in my heart. Take care of each other, and one day we will all be together again.
My Sweet Angels
May 2000
May 2002
August 2004
July 2008
My little angel, we parted too soon. May 10, 2008.
Baby,
I met you in my dreams. I hold you in my heart. I know that your great-grandma is watching over you. I love you. I wish you peace sweet angel.
July 12, 2008.
Phoenix, my dearest sweet Angel,
I shed such tears of joy when I found out you were growing inside me. You were in my thoughts constantly. A moment didn’t go by when I didn’t put my hand on my tummy and think of you. Daddy held my hand and we both looked forward to the times that we could hold you in our arms and teach you all the good in the world. Nobody told us for sure, but my heart tells me you would have been the most active, intelligent, and caring son a mother could have asked for. You left us too soon, at 8 weeks and 4 days on July 7, 2008, but you’re still in my thoughts and in my heart.
No matter what, you’ll always be my little boy, and you’ll always be my first.
We love you, Phoenix.
Mommy and Daddy
Calvin April 02 – July 14, 2002
Angel, April 05 – May 10, 2005
Cougar, September 05 – November 28, 2005
You were all loved and wanted very much. I’ll never, ever let you slip from my mind or my heart. I will always miss you. I will always be sorry there was nothing I could do to prevent losing you. But, I will always hold onto the peace that I’ve found and I know someday I’ll get to hold each of you in my arms. I love you very much.
Jessie: I found out last week that you were a little boy. My first son, I can not explain the fresh pain this information brings to me. I love you so much and miss you every day. You are and always will be my first son! I am so happy for the 19 weeks I got to carry you and I will never forget the joy you brought to me. I love you Jessie!
Taylor: My “forgotten baby”. I feel so sad that most have forgotten you so soon. We only had you for 8 weeks but in those 8 weeks I loved you as much as I love all your brothers and sisters. I was devestated to loose you and I will miss you every day until I see you again in heaven. . My only comfort is that you and Jessie are in heven together and I know God loves you more than I ever could (which must be ALOT). I love you sweet baby!
xo Mommy
Laylani Jane 11/04 – 02/05
We were so excited to learn of your creation. We were devastated to hear of your loss. You will always be my first child no matter that we never got a chance to meet. You wait for me in heaven…You are one of God’s angels. You have changed my life forever.
Hi my name is Diana De Luna. I was on my 9th week of pregnancy. On July12,2008, I had a miscarrege . I ask my husband what is happenning with are baby. I and my family can not understand why did my little angle had to leave us. I still can except the fact that my angle is not coming home. I do not know how to execpt that my BABY is gone. I pray every night that my husband and I will be able to speak about the lost of our child with our family and friends. . I know for a fact my husband is in pane with our lost.
I am so proud of having you for 9 weeks in my life. I will never forget that you where my angle of life .As I wripe the tears of my face , I think of you every day and night .that I ask God, why. I ask myself; God must of had reason for you my angle to be with him. I knowing that ,I’m trying to except that my little angle is at home with my love ones. I ask that lord watch over you my angle. I hope that you would understand me and your dad will always love you and will never forget you my angle.
To our second little angel we lost this year. First one was at 12 weeks on January 4th and second one was 10 weeks on June 10. We loved you both and hope you are together, lots of love Mummy Daddy and brother Alex xxx
To my lovely baby EJ,
Mommy and Daddy loves you sooooo much. I miss you in my belly. Thank you for coming to our life, i think of you always and all the time, im so happy and proud having you for 8 weeks. Daddy misses u soooo much. We love you EJ!!!!
I will never forget you!!!! Your my angel!!!! LOVE U SO MUCH!!! God bless you!!!!
love,
mommy anne and daddy ewa
To my angels,
Mummy and daddy miss you both so much… I would give up anything in the world just to be able to hold you both in my arms. i do not understand why both your time in this world is so short , but I know that you are both in heaven and we will meet again someday as a family. Daddy and Mummy will never forget the both of you. Remember, we love you very very much…
love always,
mummy rach and daddy dan
To my baby girl Lilian,
I’m sorry I could never give you the proper life you deserved. I love you more than anything in the world, and you will always be in my heart and my prayers. Please forgive me, I know I wasn’t strong enough for you, and for that I will never be able to forgive myself. You are the light of my life and I will always love you. I just wish I could have heard your little voice and held you in my arms. I love you Lilian.
Forever,
Mommy.
Joshua and Luke,
Not a day goes by that I do not think you. I still think of what life would be like with you two here. You will always be part of this crazy family and wish that you could be here to enjoy it. I know that there will be a time that I see you and hold you in my arms again. I miss you so much!
Love, Mommy
To my first angel, gone on November 13 2002. Sorry for not grieving you properly, then. I was so hurt your daddy left me after you’d gone. Please forgive me for being relieved you’d chosen not to stay. I hope so much you will let me welcome you in my arms when I get to heaven.
To my second angel on earth Leila, come to us 4 July 2006, thank you so much for coming and lighting up our life, and that of your lovely grandparents.
To my third angel (or pair of angels?), gone to heaven on 17 July 2008. Thank you for coming and teaching us so many lessons of humility and gratitude. I am so sorry you could not reveal yourselves to your parents, we were so excited about you coming to be Leila’s sibling(s), and miss you so terribly. We shall reunite in Heaven.
Our love Mummy Daddy & Leila xxx
To my angel who had just left us, a baby girl,Audrey Rose. Only gone 5 days now but each day with out you feels like a hundred days and i dont know how i will get past you leaving us but i know you are in heaven and will be watching us and when the time is ready for us to be blessed with another baby im sure you will be watching over your brother or sister.
I know one day i will get to meet you in Heaven but until then i must learn to live with out you in my life……
All our love Mummy & Daddy
Sweet baby girl,
You brought us tremendous joy in the short 13 weeks we had with you. I will never forget the sournd of hearing your heartbeat. I think of you everyday. You have forever changed my life, and I will never forget you. I love you.
To my beautiful daughter Scarlett,
There is not a day that goes by that I don’t stop and think of you. I miss you more and more as the days go by. I hope that where ever you are you know that even though you only stayed in mommys tummy for 17 weeks you have touched mommy and daddy’s hearts and will remain a part of our family forever. You future brothers or sisters will know your name and celebrate that short life that we had with you. Lots of hugs, kisses and extra love my sweet little angel.
xoxoxox
Love always,
Mommy, Daddy, MJ, & Scarlett (our new puppy in memory of you my love)
Mom
I miss you so much ! I still cry at times when I think of you. It has been 8 years now and I just dont know how to get over losing you so fast. 1 day and 1/2 is just to short.
I know you watch over us, and I know you know your a great Gramma now. Watch over them too. I will see you again when it is my time. I’m back in school now, just wish you were here to watch me walk across the stage when I graduate with an associate degree.
Until then I will always remember our time together, and wait till I see you again.
I Love you so much.
Your Loving Daughter Valerie
hi baby ej,
mommy misses u soooo much!!!! Also, daddy and lola and lolo.I love you soooo much EJ. Your my angel!!!!
Take care and miss u much…..
mommy anne & daddy ewa
MY BABY GIRL ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS. IN MY TUMMY FOR 18 WEEKS AND 6 DAYS, I FELT U MOVE AND U MOVED WELL UNTILL THAT SAD DAY U WERE BORN ASLEEP ON 3/8/04
FROM MUMMY AND SISTER ELLENALEXIS
XCXCXCX
You both are in our thoughts. Every day i wish you where here but it was not to be. Take care of each other. Love you xxxxx
To our Angel-
We loved you from the minute we knew you were coming. Your brother was so excited to be able to take care of you. He told us he was having a new “sissy”. I truly believe that you were a girl. We fould out you were sent to Heaven on July 11, 2008 at 91/2 weeks gestation. We will never forget you. I cry daily over the loss of you. Your big brother says that when he gets bigger he will come to Heaven and bring you back into my belly. We just want you to know that you would have been loved no matter what. You were a precious gift from God that he took back to soon. We love you and will miss you until we meet again.
Love always and forever,
Mom, Dad, your big brother and “sissy”
Our dearest Haedyn James,
We loved you from the beginning…we had you with us only 9 weeks but we had already started making plans for you. God needed another angel in heaven, You were there two days later when your papa Jim went to heaven. Now he is there taking care of you until we can be together again. Your daddy,sisters and I love and miss you. Tell papa we love him! Watch over my new pregnancy, be my little guardian angel.
Our little Bambino. How long did we wait for you. When you finally found your way into our lives, all our hopes and dreams were realized. It’s very difficult to accept that we lost you. Knowing you are at a better place comforts us. We miss you dearly.
Love,
Mama, Papa, Paika and Sammy
Dearest Sophie and Maddie,
We waited so long to have you and we did for 6 months inside of me. Sadly, you came too early and we only had you in the NICU for 16 days. We love you and miss you terribly and we will reunite with you in heaven! We know that Mom-Mom and Pop-Pop are taking care of you until we meet up with you again. Never forget that we love you and we will never stop loving you even when we have more babies. We will tell them all about their beautiful sisters!
Love, Mommie and Daddie
I would like to post a memorial for the two babies I lost both too young to know the sex but know that for the very short time I had you I loved you.
Demi I haven’t forgotten you. It’s been 14 years since I let you go. You must have met your little sibling recently. He has recently joined you. I miss you both so much. Till we meet again.
Baby,
I dont understand why you left us and did not want to be with us anymore, but I hope that you are in a better place now.
xxx
To my little one,
I will always love you so as you were my dream, my love, my everything. Watch over us as we will always think of you.
I love you,
Mommy
To my little one,
Matthew it has been 12 years since you left me and went to be with Jesus. Today I cry no longer in grief but for the happiness that I was able to carry you with me for 11.5 weeks. I miss you so much and wish you were able to stay here on earth but you went to be with your Heavenly Father. I know you are with me…and your dad, sis and bro too. I know I feel you, I just know. I love you angel boy. Good night.
To our baby Hayden Click,
you were only growing in mommys tummy for 9 weeks to the day. but mommy and daddy both loved you very much and were already getting ready for you. it took us 2 years to get you =) but god needed another angel in heaven. You will be with us when the time is right darling. mommy and daddy still love you and we await your future arrival. we love you and miss you with all our hearts baby angel.
We miss you baby Eddie. It has been over 4 years since you left us but the pain still feels so fresh. We were so blessed to have your baby sister Atumn Rose. She reminds us so much of you. We had three short months with you that we will always treasure. You are forever in our hearts.
We love you,
Daddy, Mommy, Tara, Ryan, Dori and Autumn
We miss you, our baby angel. We only knew of you for a couple of weeks before we lost you, but we loved you from the moment we knew of your existence. You will always be our first child and we feel better knowing you are safe in heaven and all of our loved ones who have passed before us are taking care of you until we are there with you. We love you always -
Mommy and Daddy
Our baby Jude.. We wil miss you. Remember that Mom and Dad loved you so much. Forever, you’ll be in our hearts. And I will never get tired of telling the whole world what joy you have brought us the moment we knew you were there. You are our Angel now. I know you’ll be safe there.
My dear baby Jude. This is mom, missing you every second, every minute and everytime of my life. Although it’s hard to see you leaving, God needs another angel in heaven to watch over us. I love you so much. You made us complete. You will always be my first born child. Your memory will always be in my heart. We may be apart but i know the Lord above will take care of you.
Mommy and Daddy
Matthew, I am having a very hard week…I miss you like crazy. After 12 years I am still so heart broken. Your little sister and brother are wonderful and I love them beyond recognition but I will never let you fade from my thoughts.
I carried you in my womb for 11.5 weeks but I’ll carry you in my heart for a lifetime….Good night angel boy. Love you.
Mom
My sweet little ones – Morgana, Michael, Simone,and Michael.
I am missing you all something terrible, but GOD knows what’s best. You were all taken from me between 19 and 21 weeks, yet I feel you are with me everyday. I think of you all everyday and my heart yearns for all of you.
I will always love you,
Mommie
You are probably playing with our friends angel right now. I find peace even though I know he is gone that you both will be together. Our friend was faced with some hard decisions this week and it made me think how I wish I could just have held you one time, if only I could have had one minute with you I would have taken it over never touching or seeing you. I am really missing you right now. I had an appointment and it all comes rushing back. Instead of hearing your beautiful heartbeat I am being told we can try to conceive when we are ready. It just is not fair. I was sitting in that room today thinking about the last time we were there. We were so excited to hear your heart for the first time, but it was not there… It stormed the other night and your brother was scared. I told him not to be scared because you were in Heaven and will be watching over him. He told me “it’s ok mama, sometimes God needs an Angel and he took your baby to be an Angel.” I told him that was right. We miss you so much it hurts. I love you and you will always be with me. I hope that you are rocked in His arms until I can. I miss you.
Love, Mom
My precious baby. You are in Gods presence only three days after your daddy and I celebrated our anniversary. This will be a date that will pierce my heart as I live each day. I can only say you are loved and will be remembered each day. The once flutters I felt from you will remain forever precious in my memory. I only wish I was able to whisper in your ear what I say to your 4 brothers as they have grown.
You are my first thought as I awake to Gods light and my last as I lay my head to slumber……….Mommie
My Dear Angel-
It has been 3 1/2 months since you left us and we miss you terribly. Your Grandma Cyndi joined you on April 28 and is watching over you for Mommy and Daddy. You and God decided Mommy and Daddy were ready for your little brother or sister (or possibly both as think there may be) and are now 12 1/2 weeks pregnant. We will never forget you and LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH still.
Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Sissy, Bubba, and Our Miracle Baby (EDD February 20, 2009)
Dearest Tess Noelle,
Daddy and I miss you so very much. From the moment I knew your were growing in my belly I fell in love with you
Even though you were only with us for about 9 weeks, those 9 weeks were some of the happiest weeks of our lives. Daddy talks about you all the time..he couldn’t wait to meet you! I wanted to see you beautiful face sooo very much…….and I knew what a sweet girl you’d be. I’m very sad now..but I know that you will always hold a special place in our hearts—-as our first baby! Daddy and Mommy love you sweetheart. We know your are perfect in heaven and we can’t wait to see you one day!
Love, mom and dad
To my angel,
Mommy and Daddy miss you so much you came into our lives on 6/28/08 and you stayed with us on 1hr and passed in Daddy arms. Mommy and Daddy was holding you together and wanted so much for you to stay with us but you had a better place to go to. You have a brother and three sisters. Briannah your younger sister got to see you but she was way to young to remember mommy and daddy will always talk about you with her. My little angel We will never forget you. You are the first thing on our minds when we wake up and last when we go to sleep at night. One day mommy and daddy and your famly will be able to see you and I cannot wait for that day to come. mommy and daddy would do anything to hear you cry and see your big brown eyes one more time. But for now we carry you in our hearts. Mommy and daddy love you and miss you.
Love you little angel,
Mommy and daddy
I just wrote about our daughter Neveah Christina Dixon I put the wrong name up the top when It should of been ours
To my angel,
Mommy and Daddy miss you so much you came into our lives on 6/28/08 and you stayed with us on 1hr and passed in Daddy arms. Mommy and Daddy was holding you together and wanted so much for you to stay with us but you had a better place to go to. You have two brother and three sisters. Briannah your younger sister got to see you but she was way to young to remember mommy and daddy will always talk about you with her. My little angel We will never forget you. You are the first thing on our minds when we wake up and last when we go to sleep at night. One day mommy and daddy and your famly will be able to see you and I cannot wait for that day to come. mommy and daddy would do anything to hear you cry and see your big brown eyes one more time. But for now we carry you in our hearts. Mommy and daddy love you and miss you.
Love you little angel,
Mommy and daddy
Dear Sweet Angel
I love you so much. I miss you. You were taken away from us too soon, but we know you are in heaven and will see you again. You have a big brother and a little sister now. You were perfect and always will be. I love you forever and ever.
Love, Mommy
Dear baby Faith,
I love and miss you so much. You’ll always have a special place in my heart. I wish I so badly that I could feel you kicking in my womb. I wish I had a chance to meet you. I love and miss you so much my little angel!
Love always, Mom.
This is to all my little angels I never got to see.
I don’t know why,but the loss of baby Faith on 07/01/08 opened a scar I didn’t even know I carried. The loss of my other precious babies was handled with minimal fuss. I did cry and feel bereaved but I don’t know why it was easy to move-on. Losing baby Faith has left me aching and hurting so much for all of you my little Angels. Mommy loves and remembers every single one of you. Please forgive me.
Love always, Mom
My baby,
I would have been your mommy. I am so numb from all the sadness of your departure. I wish you had stayed.
Love,
Mommy Lily
To My Baby
Those 2 pink lines were the best sight I have ever seen
And when you came out you were just as lovely at 7 weeks as you would have been at 7 months and 7 years.
Rachel xxx
To My Little Angel,
U werent planned..but you were wanted more than anything in this world..I may have not gotten to meet
u but u already meant the world to me.My world fell apart
when i lost you..Im missing a part of me..U came out at 14
weeks..I held you in my hand for the first time and completely fell in love with you! U were beautiful..Remember Mommy loves u and misses u!!..
Never forget..
7.24.08
Love u!!
My little Angel I Miss you so much & Love you so much more. You will always be in my heart with me. But this pain I feel in my heart will never stop because there is a hole in my heart ,it hurts and no one can fix it. I miss you inside me,I feel so confussed,so lost & so sad I just can’t stop crying.As I laid in that emergancy room on daddy & mommys anniversary I prayed to God to bless you & please keep you safe with him till we can be with you,then you went with him two days later.You left us at 12 1/2 weeks & I thought to myself our little baby(our Angel) wont be coming home to stay,or play with his/her brothers & sisters and feel daddy & mommys loving hands & Kisses.Sunny day’s have turned to grey,this pain I feel is oh so real,our baby we lost came from our hearts & our Love for eachother.My only comfort is knowing you are in Gods loving hands with your baby brother or sister that went with God in 2001,God needed another Angel. We will always remember our little Angel…08-11-08
We love & Miss you our little Angel.
Love,Mommy & Daddy and your sisters & brothers Angelique,Vincent,Enrique,Heather,Stevie & Tony
I know it’s taken me a little while, but I think I’m finally ready to let go for now. Given Grace & Gavin Paul are the names me and your daddy were going to give you. Even though I’ve never seen your faces I can still picture them in my dreams. I know that you are safe in God’s arms now and when the time is right we’ll see you again. I love you so much my angles and I hope when you look down from heaven you’ll always know that you’re part of our family forever!
March 17th, 2008
May 25th, 2008
Love Always,
Mommy
I only had you for 7 weeks. Concieved with love 2 weeks before my birthday. It was the greatest gift. I miss talking to you and all the silly quirks that happend to my body. You were wanted and hopefully your spirit is waiting to come back. Nonna will look after you untill then. Your cousins were excited, They named you Jam. That stuck. See you again my little Jam. 14/7/08
I was waiting for you for 4 years. I wanted you so much. You left me at 7 weeks on the 13th June 2008. It was Black Friday. The blackest day of my life. I will wait for you still my little bean. One day I will be a mummy, your mummy. Whether on earth or in heaven. Always in my heart and mind.
My heart has not healed after all this time! I lost my baby girl @ 26 weeks she was stillborn.I love and miss her.
My Little Angel Jose Francisco Vera I had you in me for 4 months and 1wk and I can’t finish telling you how much I love you and miss you.
Love Mommy
My baby Angel Jose Francisco Vera born and gone up to heaven on July 15,2008 at 17wks
Silent Child
My silent child our precious baby,
Close to my heart I’ll keep you with me.
An important job God has for you,
There is love to give,and work to do.
He needs an angel strong but small,
To shine light on many and give love to all.
Before you go I give you this,half my heart
and one last kiss. We’ll miss you dearly
that we know,But by God you were
chosen, So to heaven, you must go
Love you very much, and miss you dearly,
Mommy and Daddy
My little angel I miss you. It has been 4 weeks since you left us. You bought such happiness into my life and now I am empty and sad. I think about you every day and not a day will go by when you are not in my thoughts. You would have been my late 30th birthday present my little precious angel. I love you with all my heart and much much more. Until we meet again…
Love Joanne (mum) and Jose (dad)
Our little Drew even though your gone we think of you often and wait till the day when Jesus puts you in our arms.
We love you
Mom & Dad
Jaelynn “bit-bit” was born July5,2008 and died July 11, 2008. I love you my little girl.
Sonya August 12,2008
My angel Mommy and Daddy love you my precious angel.We were so excited to be this lucky to have a baby who was excatly what we wanted in every way.You are laid to rest@ 20 weeks old,but you will never be forgetten. You are always in our hearts and thoughts. We love you NathanielJames. Love Your, Mom, Dad,Jonathan,Natalie and Jaelyn Stoufflet
Sorry Sonya and James are the parents.Nathaniel is the baby born on Aug.12th died on Aug.12th,2008
My little angels. Savannah Destiny Bryan born 12-7-95 died 3-11-96. Baby Angel Scaniffe 3-6-08 to miscarriage at 11.2 weeks
Dear Angel Baby- your mommy will never forget you.
Our little blob
We last saw you on 15th July at 6wks but were sadly taken away from us on the 17th July you will always be forever in our hearts!!
Much Love Always
Mummy & Daddy
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Dear Dale,
It’s been almost 5 months now. Your due date is fast approaching and I miss you more than ever. I know you are in heaven with the angels and I know you will never know anything but love, but I want you here with me. I love you. Thank you for sending Daniel to help me through this time. His arrival and the weird way we started talking can only mean that he was sent by you and God to get me through this.
Love, Mommy
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our little ‘niblet’
went to heaven 3/9/08
so so wanted
so so loved
so so missed
but always remembered
Sleep well my angel
all my love, now and forever
mummy
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you will never be forgotin angel i miss u everyday darling love you lots from your heartbroken mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Just a note to let you know that I am thinking and missing you so much. I would give anything to have you with me. I know that you are safe and well in His arms and that gives me some peace. May you continue to sleep peacefully in His arms……Love you more than anything. Mom
Dear babies, you were with me for a short time. But Mommy was so happy to have you with her. The time I was pregnant was one of the happiest moments in my life. Now you are in God’s presence and I hope that some day we can be together.I love you very much and you always be in my heart. Mommy
I’m so sorry. I didn’t even know u existed, but when i found out I already loved you and was afraid for you my little one. I would have loved to hold you and share with the world, until next time !! I w/always keep you in my mind and prayers. Luv Mommy : )
May 2000
February 2008
August 2008
To my three baby angels… I love you. I ache to hold each of you in my arms. Until we meet, I will see you in my dreams.
My little angel, we only had 8 weeks, and then you were gone. I think of you always, and will love you forever.
To my wonderful son. To my wife and the love of my life who has endured pain beyond that than I can imagine for the hope of sharing a life with me.
I still miss you like crazy. you would be here now. in my arms. but instead you lay in the arms of Jesus. Daddy and I love you very much
Our Darling Angel Hedges xx inside my tummy for 9 weeks….i still cant believe you were taken away from us on 20th July 2008… we miss you like crazy….until we meet again sweetheart..up in the clouds of heaven….we will never forget you….but will love you forever….
Mummy,Daddy and Big Brother Sam xxx
To my beautiful baby boy Allen. it is sad to see you go but i am glad that i did get to bond with you for 18 weeks… the whole family was so excited to have you as an addition and you were the son i always wanted… i cant wait to see you again. we will never forget you. love your mom, dad and your two big sisters.
You will always be remembered, forever in my heart.
Your littlle life that started and then ripped right from my heart.
I’ll never know your laughter, your touch, your face, your smile-
I can only imagine what would have been: my love, my life, my child.
Although I never met you, my love for you is strong.
How could God take you away from me, that decision was so wrong.
You will always be here with me…You’ll never leave my heart.
My sweet, angelic baby-we’ll never really be apart.
I want you to know I love you and I would have given you the world.
I’ll never know what you would have been: a baby boy or baby girl.
You also have a sibling, who was taken in ‘05.
How I wish you both were in my arms, How I wish you both were alive.
Please take care of each other-Be strong, get your wings and you’ll see–
That someday I’ll meet you up in heaven and what a day that will be.
Mother and babies reunited…a love that was meant to be!
Love Forever,
Mommy
To my three baby angels, Baby Madison, Baby Kelan, and Baby Grace. My heart aches every time I think of you and wish you were here in my arms. I loved you from the moment I knew you existed and still miss you terribly each day. I know you are all in heaven and someday I will be with you. You are forever missed, and forever loved.
Love always,
Mommy
To our sweet Jesse Lee, your dad and I were very excited when we found out about you! We found out very early on that we were expecting you. We started buy a few things for you here and there. We hadn’t told your big brother, Jaiden, about you yet, but he would have been very excited as well. We were confused and sad when we learned that you wouldn’t be able to join us here on earth. We will be seeing you in heaven though when it is our time. Say hi to your grandpa JW and grandpa Parrish for me. We love you Jesse Lee!!
Forever and Always,
Mom and Dad
To my beautifu littlel angel,
21.5 wks*Sept. 5/08
I loved you with all heart and will never forget you. You were the most beautiful little girl I had ever seen. Although you were taken from me, I want you to know that I fought with everything in me to try and keep you alive. Mommy knows that you left in peace and with so much love. Daddy and I will see you again one day in heaven.
With all my love
hugs and kisses forever
To my two Angels,
I love you deeply and wanted you with all my heart! I will always be your Mom and will see you some day. As my little angels, pray for me!
Love,
Mommy
We were SO excited to be expecting our 3rd child.
You have two brothers, ages 6 and 4. We were hoping for a girl this time, but would always love another baby boy.
I was the only one able to see your heartbeat for the first time, since Daddy was out of town that day with work.
You stayed for 5 more weeks, before that heartbeat stopped….
It’s been a week ago today, that you left us.
I love you SO much, even though you were only 11 weeks old.
They told me they found your heartbeat and you were ok…but the next morning, they said you were gone.
I’m SO sorry you didn’t get a chance to grow and live. I’m so sorry I never got to hold you and kiss your cheek and love on you.
Your brother’s still ask me today “When is baby going to come back?”
I know you never will, but that we WILL see you in Heaven.
We had your baby shower all planned out…it was going to be Feb. 7th, my grandmother’s birthday. Tell her hello for me, will you?
I love you both SO much.
I think about you pretty much every single day.
I was invited to a baby shower today and i thought of you.
My heart always feels a bit heavy when you cross my mind.
I don’t think my thoughts will ever NOT be about you. Even if we have another baby, you will always be my 3rd angel and I Love you SO MUCH.
Thank you for the sweet time you DID spend with me.
Thank you for the cravings for popscicles and giving me a reason to touch my stomach and sigh.
I miss having you so much, but I will always have you in my heart.
Stay close to me, angel.
I love you
Mama
after i was told i was pregnant i was so happy. i coud picture me you and daddy at the park, walking around with you, just staring at you, admiring my little baby. Sadly this never happend, i didnt get to take you to the park or even see your face.
i love you callum mace brewer/seren elizabeth brewer
you are always with me, it hurts alot but just know you were loved by us all.
Lots of love, mummy and daddy xxxxx
my dearest celia, my first, unexpected but loved more than i’ve ever loved anyone. oute alofa ia te oe. thank you for 11 of weeks of wonder. a few days ago i gave you back to o le vasa. sleep well, my baby, you are in good hands.
Mommy loved you from the moment that I knew you were there. I know that God will take care of you. Someday I will be with you in heaven, finally holding your hand.
Matthew… 12 years, 1 month and 23 days since you went to be with Jesus. Feels like a life time ago yet also like it was just yesterday. Rest in His arms tonight my baby. Sleep well. Mommy loves you angel boy. xx
To my two little ones, You were a very happy surprise that I didn’t know I wanted sooo badly until you were gone. Your daddy, brothers,sister and I will always carry you in our hearts, and I hope someday a baby brother or sister or two will hear your story.
I remember the day we saw your little heartbeat I cried with happiness, but, the day you were taken from us my heart broke into a thousand peices & the pain was unbearable.
A week has passed & I miss you & wish you could still be with me but this can’t be so. Your dad & I love you more then words can describe & i know you’ll be looked after up there in that huge nursery.We will never forget you & were blessed to have you for 8 1/2 weeks. Anzac day next year will hold a extra special place in our hearts forever
Love to you always baby Zac – Mummy & Daddy
To our first Angel Baby, MC(8/05) Times has not erased your memory, I dream of holding you in my arms someday in Heaven when we are all united again. I take peace in knowing that you will never feel pain or sadness. You were our first child and we will always love you.
To our second Angel Baby mc(9/08) I will never forget seeing your tiny heartbeat on that little monitor, I will cherish those pictures forvever. I also dream of holding you in my arms someday in Heaven. I have two beautiful babies in Heaven and one on earth. We will all be together again someday. Mommy loves you both.
I read this quote today, and although both of you never had the chance to be born It must be how God wanted it.
“As an Angel writing in the book of life, wrote down your birth, he whispered as he closed the book, too beautiful for earth.” Author Unknown
Our little peanut, how much we miss you. From the time I found out you were inside me to looking at you on the ultrasound machine and hearing that wonderful heartbeat, I loved you. Now you are watching over Mommy and Daddy, wiping the tears we have shed for you. We miss you everyday and can not wait to meet you one day. May God watch over you our little peanut, until we meet again, we love you.
Mommy and Daddy
My sweet Adler. I will never forget you. I learned a lot while I carried you and even more after I lost you. I thank God for those gifts that you gave me.
We tried for you for 7 years. You should have seen your daddy’s face when he found out about you. He was so excited. Over the 7 years we had collected a lot of baby items. Your daddy went and put your travel system together the day that he found out about you. It was so sweet.
We lost you on June 19th, after only 6 weeks of pregnancy. I don’t think your Daddy and I have ever felt that much grief before. We cried for days and days.
Your due date was Valentine’s Day ‘09. That day will be here before we know it, and I know it will be a very hard day for us.
I would be 5 months along now, and we’d know your gender. Your daddy and I both felt you’d be a boy, so we named you Malachi Joseph. We felt that you deserved a name. You are, after all, our baby and you always will be.
It’s not fair that you were taken from us after we tried so long for you, but it is something we are having to deal with. I’m just so sorry that you didn’t get to know how much you were loved and wanted.
Always know that Mommy & Daddy are thinking about you and loving you.
Arianne
We are thankful for the time we had with you.
We wanted you so much.
Mommy and Daddy
Zach, my sweet little baby boy Zach. It’s only been 10 days since you left us, but it feels like so much longer.
We were almost halfway there buddy! I just didn’t expect to lose you when we did.
I love you so much and ache for the day when I can see you again and hold you in my arms.
I’m so grateful for those moments in the rocking chair. I rocked you, sang to you, cuddled you, loved you…I hope you were watching from heaven. And I hope you know how deeply I love you.
Someday pal, someday I’ll get to be your Mom.
I know it.
never knew
i never knew you were there
growing inside me
i was unaware
then i lost u
pain i couldnt bare
twins they tell me
9 weeks old
gone to heaven
snuggled up tight
loved forever
a kiss good nite
we wish we had met use
but god had a diffrent plan
1 brother one sister
one mum one dad
so this is my tribute
to my unborn twins
may u smile down on us
from heaven
when god gives u wings.
a kiss from mum
a kiss from dad
a kiss from the brother and sisters
u both should have had
in or hearts you will always be
till we meet again
I woke up this morning at 3:48 am to the most unbearable pain that I have ever experienced. And was totally devistated when I realized what was happening. Luncinda Kate, you will never be the first woman president. You wont have the chance for your brothers to teach you to throw a football. You wont go on a first date, have a high school prom. Or just lay in my arms sleeping while I look at your perfect little face. But you will get to meet your father, Randy, who never knew about you, since he left us three days shy of you making your existance known. I love you, Lucinda Kate. Just know I wanted you more than anything in this world.
Matthew…with Thaksgiving weekend coming I wanted to remind everyone how Thankful I am that God lent you to me..if only for a little while. I love you little man.
Love mommmy XX
i just had a misscarage yesterdat and i really dont know how to deal…i didnt even know i was pregnant…..and im only 15 what do i do?
To my fourth angel…
I am thankful to have known you for 5 weeks 2 days. Mommy and Daddy miss you. I can’t wait to see you and your sibblings.
Always in our hearts and minds…I love you
I just wanted there to be a record somewhere of my two lost babies. Neither made it past 6 or 7 weeks but I loved them, and will always remember them. It’s 4 weeks after my D&C and I’m trying to move on, but I’m still so sad and feel very alone. I hope my babies know how much I loved and wanted them.
XXX
Its been 19 days since we lost you. Daddy and i were so excited when we found out we were pregnant. We only had you for 6 weeks then the bleeding started, but the doctor said you were ok. During week seven i saw your heartbeat, but the bleeding continued and the pains started. On september 20 you were gone from us. We are so sad. We miss you and we love you very much. You have a big brother, kenneth. He was so happy and looking forward to seeing you. I know you are in heaven with my momma, delia and i know she and the lord are taking good care of you. It brings some peace that you are in the arms of the almighty, but i would give anything to hold you in my arms. I will see you in heaven someday. Until then, I love you and i want you to know your family wanted, love and misses you so much. Watch over us and prya with us each day, my love. I always thought you were a girl, so Mommy will see you in heaven, my angel.
To my little angel,
We miss you so much and it has only been 6 days since we found out we were losing you. You will always be our first baby. We were so excited to find out that we were pregnant. Daddy couldn’t be there when I took the test, but he was so excited to hear the great news! Everyone was excited to meet you, your grandparents, uncles, aunts, cousins, and especially us. We are heartbroken that you were taken from us so early, but have faith that God will watch over you from above. We love you and you will forever be in our hearts. We wish we could have held you in our arms, but we will meet someday in heaven. We love you and we will miss you! Mommy and Daddy
Its been less than 24 hours since we lost you little one, you will forever be my first granchild and I am sad that I never got to hold you or show you how you were loved. Your mommy though very young wanted you very badly. We will see you some day and hold you in our arms. We love you and miss you Mommy, NANA, and aunt Kendra
Forever an Angel, Forever Loved.
We are thinking of the love we would have given you and the joy you would have brought us.
Goodnight & Godbless Little One
We will never forget you
Love always
Mummy & Daddy
xxxx xxx xx x
I gave birth to you and held you on my finger. I will hold you in my heart forever. Momma will always love you.
Yesterday I found out that baby bean was nothing more than an empty sac at 6 1/2 weeks. A blighted ovum. All the sickness I had felt, the excitement at being pregnant for the 1st time, the body and hormonal changes, the perfect timing as the baby was going to come at the end of the school year. Now I am sitting here with the worst cramps ever to remind me that the baby was never really here. It is so hard and I will never forget the day we found I was pregnant – 9/25, the day it ended 10/13, and the day you were due 6/5/09. We will love and miss you forever. You will always be our first.
its been 7mths since mommy has lost you. i love u my beatiful babies
I can’t believe that this happened to us. We never knew that we could love something so much that we didnt’ even know that we wanted or only knew exsisted for such a short time. You were a suprise, your brother is 10 and we thought we were done with parenting, but when we found out about you no one in the family could stop smiling. I wish that we didn’t get so excited and tell everyone that we saw, because that has really made it hard this past week, that and your Daddy being on the other side of the world working and not able to come home until next week. I am barely holding up, but your big brother is a great support, along with your Papaw and Meme, and your Auntie, they are hurting so bad too, but they have to help me, until daddy gets back home. I think that Wednesday was the first time I had ever seen your big and strong Papaw cry. I know that your Daddy is mourning too, but he can’t fall apart, as he told me today–he has 79 other families depending on him to hold it together so that they are supported financially, not just us, so I hope he has time to grieve but I worry. I packed up all the stuff that I had already bought, I shop when I am happy and excited….you already almost had a wardrobe full along with toys that your brother kept buying when we went somewhere. Auntie is going to take them and put them up at Papaw’s in hopes that we will one day need them, but I feel so empty and unsure at this time. I don’t think that I could go thru this again. However writing helps me and I am glad that this is a way that I can remember you in some way, I wish there was a funeral or something where at least we could go to remember this angel we had for such a short time. I know that we are going to get thru this, it is just going to take some time, and you made us realize how incomplete our “complete” family was and hopefully we will have be celebrating a new life in the future, as we will never forget your loss, but hope we recover and start again to give birth to a healthy sister or brother for *****.
I miss you. That’s all I can say right now. I miss you more than ever. Some days are good days, but most days my eyes are filled up with tears. Just a blink away from crying.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you, Noah-Bear.
You are my child, my light, my love
Be an angel to someone else whenever you can, as a way of thanking God for the help your angel has given you.
Baby Torres June 9, 2008 I will always love you!
I never had the chance to meet you, but i loved you more then life! You left me in a hurry, and all is have is an empty feeling inside! I cant’ fix it, nothing can relief the pain i am feeling.
To my sweet baby-
We miss you so much. Mason rubbed my belly last night to see if you were in there. We did our candle lighting ceremony during dinner and Mason sang you happy birthday. He said he wanted to sing you a song to bring you back from Heaven. Mackenzie started dancing and sounded like she was singing also. We are so said without you. You are in our continued thoughts and always will be. My heart will never be complete. Please watch over your big sister as we look into what is making her sick. Say hi to baby Aiden for us and let him know that I am with his mom and that we miss both of you. I am so happy (and sad) that you get to meet Uncle Spunk. Tell him that we miss him also. I am sure that great grandma is taking good care of you. We love you more every day. Hugs and kisses from all of us.
Love,
Mom