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I’m glad you and your babies are here. I like to think my little angels are here to welcome yours.
Daniel, Emma, and Casey. You are not forgotten.
My sweet Angel Baby, I miss you so much. We lost you on Christmas Eve 2011. You were only 10 weeks. God must have been short on Angels that day. You are forever in my heart.
Not a day will go by I will not think of you little one. Thank you for making me a better mommy and for the realizations that came with your loss. I will love you forever and always.
Ooops. The date was actually December 24, 2010.
Dearest Kathleen,
Not a day goes by that I don’t miss you! I never got to hold you or even kiss you. It’s been 4 months now and every day I still feel you gone. You lit up my life for such a short period of time. Even though you never got to meet your daddy, he would have loved you as much as I do. I made you a memory box in your honor, so that you’re never forgotten. I miss you so much, and I love you with all my heart. Every day when I put on my locket I think of you. I love you with all my heart Kathleen.
Forever and always,
Mommy
My darling petal
I miss you and love you. Iris and I talk about you a lot, I hope your sitting on your cloud listening. I am sorry you could not stay. I will always have you in my heart my darling. Love mummy x
My little button
We were so excited when we found out about you and know we will meet you eventually. I hope you are happy and know you were wanted and loved.
Dear Sophia Grace,
Please watch over Aunt Susan and her grow baby. Seeing her ultrasound made me miss you so much. Reminded me of my only glimpse of you. I miss you everyday, my angel.
Dear Little Baby, I will miss you so much. I have only known you for eight weeks, but I will remember you forever. Thank you for touching our lives. You brought us much joy and happiness and surprise that we could even conceive by ourselves. I love you.
My Mykenzy.. i was only a few weeks, but in my heart i knew you were with me and i loved you soo much!! Thank you for being a part of my life little one! you will not be forgotten!!
Hi Little One,
It’s been almost 6 weeks since we lost you and I still miss you terribly. I miss knowing you were inside me. It seemed so right that you were conceived without any help or any drugs. I wish you could have stayed. I wish there was something more I could have done to help you grow.
You will never be forgotten. Always in my heart. I love you.
Mommy.. xoxo
My little sweet pea,
I miss you. You were concieved out of love on our Anniversary. Daddy and Mommy love you very much and wished we could have known you. Your brother and sister were wanting to meet you too. Give Grandma and Grandpa a kiss. Just know that we love you and will never forget you.
With love always, your loving mommy
My little lovebug,
your daddy and i miss you so much. we were so looking forward to meet you. I guess God has a better plan for you my baby. you will always be our 1st little angel.
Love you always,
your mummy and daddy
little one….
All i have of you is my little scan photo and some clothes that you never even got to where but i hold them so closely. I think about you all the time and i know your daddy does to.
I thought writing on here would help me tell you that even though we are going to try for a little brother or sister for you doesnt mean we’ll ever forget you i promise you that. <3
We love so much but also hope that one day we'll actually get to meet you <3
Love you lots, sweet dreams
love mommy and daddy xxxxxxxxxxxx
To two precious babies taken away from me.
To my first baby lost 2010 aug. 12weeks. My heart broken but u was taken because it maybe was not the right time or not well! Il always love you and never forget you xxx il think about you in march as you would have been with us. My second baby taken away jan 2011. 8 weeks. I feel so sad! I feel empty. We will never forget u. Love you both. I only hope one day we get to meet x x x x x x
To my little one
I miss you so much. You was taking away from me on 01/31/2011 when i was only holding you for 14 weeks. I grieve for you and miss you i will be making a memorial box for you and it will be with me forever. I will never forget you and i hold u so dearly close to my heart and i know i will see u one day i miss you so much even thou i never got to see you my heart aches so much for u im so sad that u are not here and u wasnt able to see the light of day. Little one you will always be remembered in my heart I love you so much xoxoxoxxo and huggs from me and daddy he miss you to and loves you with all of his heart.
Love you my precious little one
from us both
Mommy and Daddy
baby jacobson
mommy just found out about loosing you. You were 4 weeks and 4 days, i was so very excited about you. i wanted you to know the news of you did not break your dad and i up. It was coming i could feel it before i learned about you. But daddy has been really nice lately. Some people asked why i named you if i didnt even know if you were a boy or girl. I simply reply because you were my baby, i might of not felt you kick but you gave me butterflies so many amazing butterflies i knew you were there. I loved you from the start, yes you were a shock but i love you so much. you were very much wanted.
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART
mommy & daddy love you!
Little Bentley,
Its been about 6 weeks since we lost you. We think about you almost everyday. Our hearts are still broken over losing you. Cant wait to meet you in heaven someday.
Love,
Mommy, daddy, Jordynn and Jace
Little Bentley,
Its been about 6 weeks since we lost you. We think about you almost everyday. Our hearts are still broken over losing you. Cant wait to meet you in heaven someday.
Love,
Mommy, daddy, Jordynn and Jace
Dear Peanut,
It has been almost 3 months since Jesus took you back home… and I still think about you all the time. The 13 weeks we spent together will never be forgotten. I miss you and love you so much!
Love your mom!
Dear My Two Babies,
I never got to meet you, hold you, or even hear you hearts beat. i think of how blessed I would have been to hold each of you every day.
Its been three months on wednesday since you were taken from me my little angel. And its getting no easier I think of you every second of every day. When you are upset I feel your pain. Everyday i look above and wonder why you were taken from me and mommy & now I know its becaue your gods guardian angel. Me & Mommy miss you so much there isn’t a day that goes past that I don’t wish I could rock u to sleep in my arms. Rest In Peace Sweet Angel We Will Meet Someday In Heaven Lots Of Love & Kisses Daddy & Mommy xxxxxx
Dear Little Angel Baby,
The day I found out about you, I sat on the toilet lid and cried out of thanksgiving. God blessed us with you. That day we praised you in church and celebrated after with a big cheese burger!! The next day you were telling me something wasn’t right, but that doesn’t mean for the next 3 weeks I didn’t love you. I miss you and think about you everyday, all day. I pray the pain will heal, but I know you will never be forgotten. Every Sept. 19th we will say a special prayer just for you. I know you were needed more up in heaven than you were here on earth. Know that Jackie would have been a fantastic big sister to you! Bless you little one, thank you for giving us hope.
Love always,
Mommy
Lita Jane Michelle
I wasn’t ready for you at first but once I saw your heartbeat I totally loved you and looked forward to meeting you, I don’t know if you felt wanted but you were. Daddy and I were in the process of preparing for you and were about to share the good news with your brothers JJ and charlie and gramma grampa but at the twelve week ultrasound we found that you had stopped growing and were no longer going to be with us. Baby, I am so sorry you are gone and that I was not completely devoted to you when i should have been, I love you I always will, and every day I feel your loss, I love you and I look forward to the day we will be reunited. I love you no matter what I love you because you are mine, and always will.
Jesse,my first baby, you would be 11 years old and have 2 litlle brothers now, you were my first real experience in love. Your life led me to believe in god our creator and in heaven, my child, I would have done anything to give you life, I love you, I think about you everyday, and how someday we will all be a family, me, you, charlie, JJ and angel Lita, your sister who is in heaven with you now. I will never forget you, your my son, I love you.
Mommy misses you. I am so thankful that you get to be with Jesus your Maker. You have only been gone for 1 week and 6 days, but the void I feel will never be filled this side of Heaven. I loved you from the moment the 3rd pregnancy test was positive. I took 3 more just to be sure. I was filled with such peace and hope. You have a big brother named Nolan Gabriel. That is how you got your name. Nolan loves Curious George and there is a pet bunny on it called Herbert Meninger and so Daddy called you that. I’m sorry that we didn’t get to meet and snuggle. I know that you tried to be as strong as you could. You implanted 9 days after you were conceived and my body got rocked by you with nausea, fatigue, and bossoms soar to the touch. God is who you belong to, and He is good and sovereign over all, including my womb, and He chose to take you home my precious little bunny. We are all so sad and grieving you not being here with us, but you are where we are all trying to get to. Home. I bought a bunny in basket figurine that I look at every day to remind me of the precious gift you are. I am also planting a ton of aster flowers this spring in honor of you. Your earthly birthday would have been September 21stish. September is both your geandpas and my birthday month. It is also Daddy and I’s anniversary and the month your in utero new cousin would have shared. You will not be forgotten little one. I love you.
To my two angels,
I just wanted to let you know that I think of you both often and you were very much wanted. I thanked God for each of you upon learning I was pregnant and prayed for you those few short weeks while I was pregnant. Now I pray that your Daddy and I will be able to meet you someday. You were and are very precious to us and we love you both very, very much.
I will never forget the way you both changed our lives, even though you were only 18 weeks along. We never even got to hold you our little girl, we just knew you were born and I have pictures. We were able to hold you our little boy and we saw you move and try to gasp for breaths. We know that you are up there waiting for us but we both wish you could be here with us now. We will always love you and pray for you. We will never forget how much you mean to us and how much closer each day we come to be with you. Love your mommy and daddy.
Dear Angel,
Hi baby. I just want you to know that your mommy and daddy love you so very much. We are so sorry that we could not spend our time together on earth. I know you will be so happy in heaven with your father Jesus Christ. You will never have to feel pain and your life will be filled with love and laughter forever. You will be with so much of your family that I can’t be with. To name a few your Aunt Wendy, Grandma Sue and and grandma burns. Tell them I love them for me baby. I know they will take good care of you. Also your grandmother Georgia Mae, I never got to meet her but I am sure she is over joyed to be with you. I love you so much!! i wish you could write back to me and let me know how you are doing and how it is in heaven. I can’t wait to be there with you. Goodbye for now baby.
A moment in my arms, forever in my heart. I will always love you!
Dominic Tobias & Samuel Malachi
You were both my happy surprises. I’ve loved you always. Though I do not understand all the reasons, the Lord thought it better for you both to be with him. Yet I will praise. Mama loves you.
I can’t read anything about babies or even look at the pictures I have of each of without crying and wondering why God found it better to be with him even though he wanted you to start with me. You were to be my first children and always will be even though I won’t watch you grow. I know you are up there with the loved ones I have that have already gone there, too. Make sure you meet your great-grandmother Dortha, she wanted to be here to meet you so. So she will be who takes care of you until I am able to join you. There are many other loved ones I have lost and are there with you I don’t know many of them myself, make sure you tell them that all of the family loves them and misses them, as we all do you, both.
One day I hope to be able to give you little siblings that will all love you too. I will never let the love I give them take all I give you. You will always be in my mind and in my heart. There will always be a part of my heart that will never heal but I know you are always going to be there waiting for me. I will always love and pray for you. With love forever and ever, you Mommy.
I will never forget you and always love you.
hello littleone..
mommy hasnt forgot about you
i still wish u were here:(
just needed to write and tell you that mommy and daddy are okai and we’re not arguing we just need to sort things out properly and uno we love eachother and you very very much …so be good and ill talk to you soon …goodnite little one …sweet dreams xxxx
mwah xxxxxx
lots of love
mommy xxxxxx
I will see you oneday in heaven.
Today I found myself being distracted very easily. Everything I did there would be a point where I would stop and wonder why God wanted you there with him and not here with me. I wish I the answers. I know you are not going to have to worry about all the sorrows and sins around here but I would love to be able to hold you in my arms and watch you both grow.
I will always love you and never forget.
A wife who loses a husband is called a widow, a husband who loses a wife is called widower, a child who loses his parents is called an orphan, but there is no word for a parent who loses a child, that is how great the loss is……………………..I will always love you
Today I was going to tell your grandparents I was going to have you. You came at an inconvenient time, just into my second semester of college. I never planned on having biological kids, let alone while single but a little bit of alcohol and loneliness got me you! I knew about you for 1 week before I lost you, and in that week I cherished you. You may not have been planned but you sure were loved. While you are with God, look for your cousin Norah, my aunt and uncle just lost her and she could probably use some family right now too. Never forget how much I love you Lily Dawn, because you will always live in my heart. I don’t think I will be telling your Da, but thats ok. I love you, so so terribly much.
To our Angel Baby, We learned of you on January 26th, 2011, we learned we had lost you on March 15th, 2011. We never thought we could get pregnant since we had tried for 7 years and spent thousands on fertility treatments. Then you came naturally and brought great joy to our hearts! We were so incredibly happy! We will probably never know why you were taken from us but we know that we love you very much. The pain is just horrible. We lost you on the day you were to be 12 weeks and a year from the day your grandpa died. I hope he is holding you now. We love you so very much angel baby and we hope to meet you in heaven one day. XOXOXOXOXO Mommy and Daddy
It’s crazy how much I miss you. Without really knowing you, I loved you. I looked forward to meeting you in September and to watching my belly grew as you grew. I miss so much being pregnant with you. I know that God has you now and that He is taking better care of you than I would have ever been able to. I look forward to the day when we do get to meet. Until then, know that I love you. I love you Hutch!
To our little peanut, when we found out we were pregnant with you it was the happiest day of my life. We had been waiting for you for 14 months. For 16 weeks, I carried you and brought you everywhere with me. The last 2 weeks have been the worst weeks of our lives. We love and miss you so much. Every night your big sister says a prayer for you. We all know you are up in heaven watching over us. We will never forget you or stop loving you.
Devastated beyond words… my twin babies.. 12 weeks into our pregnancy, you have left us heartbroken. How do I stop the tears from falling, how do I try to smile without you both.
I was so wishing you could stay with me, and loved my belly so much was so excited to take pics.. your sisters are devastated xx our whole family broken…
We love and miss you so much, the pain in our hearts is so heavy.. You have your resting place and we will come and spend time with you as often as we can xx
Love Mummy and Daddy xx
In memory of beautiful Rachel Catherine, born still on February 3, 2011 at 33 weeks. She was due March 21. We love you, Rachel.
Mommy will always love you…….and never forget.
my angel babies-
when we found out about you we were so happy, we were going to add to our family, even though you were with us for 11 short weeks, we fell in love with you, we named you isis and isabella. we all miss you, we will see you one day.
Fly free my little one. I’ll remember you every time I see our apple tree. You were 6 weeks old and so precious.
to all 5 of you, my loving thoughts wuth you always
I can’t go without thinking about you, both of you. I have some much needed pictures of you but that is nothing compared to the feeling I had when I was able to hold you in my arms, if only for a short time.
Mommy will always love you and never forget.
We are sad to have never known you and wish that we never lost you. Your sister longs for her sibling. We love you.
I am so sad that I never got to meet you. Seeing the ultrasound picture of you was so hard. I still feel the tears falling down my face when they said their was no heartbeat. I don’t know if you were a boy or girl but I have named you Joy because I believe you are in heaven with your sister Esther and your grandmother Larue and she is taking care of you. I can’t go a day without thinking about you and dreaming about you. We are all very sad. Your dad and I both wish you were here. Love you forever!
There are days I can’t go through without thinking of you, but then there are those days that I do all I can to not let you be the first thing I think of. I will never forget the one statement your grandmother said to me as I held you in my arms, “Can you believe how much you can love someone you just met?”, but I didn’t just meet you, you were both a part of me for 5 months. As she put it she would never know what she would do if she had lost me or one of your aunts. We were all here for her to love and always have been. Even though you are with god, I will always love you. You started your life with me, but god thought you would be in need of wings before your daddy and me thought it was time. No one can ever take away the thoughts or feelings I have for you. The love will go on forever. Until we meet again in that heavenly place remember to take good care of each other and make sure to hug each other everyday and know that mommy and daddy want to hug too. You gained your wings too soon but we will never forget and always love you both.
we struggled to fall pregnant, and then they told me i need help. lucky me, i went to see the dr and there was a little egg already. we tracked it, and then he triggered it to come down. we did the deed, and i was so sure it had worked. 10 days later i started feeling ill, and on day 14 i tested, and there it was….positive. we had done it. we named you peanut.
we were so excited, everyone was…maybe it was silly to tell people so early on. i had ablood test to confirm, and it confirmed my excitement.
the excitement soon turned to despair. i woke up the next night at 2am…i knew there was something wrong. by 9 am i had lost you. you wer only 2 weeks old, but i had a name for you, i had already decided on your room, on your school, and on just how much i would spoil and love you.
everyone says its for the better, and i suppose maybe it is. but it still sucks. im really sad, and no one seems to understand it, except granny, she had the sameyou know.
i love you peanut
I lost my baby when I was 5 weeks pregnant when I was 14. I have dreamed of a 11 or 12 year old little girl only once and I was calling for her. She said, “MOM, I’ll be down in a minute!” I said, ” If you don’t hurry I’m taking your minnie mouse ears out of your purse and run outside and tell your friends you are wearing these to school!” She came running down, looking exactly like her father, long black hair and beautiful face and said, ” I love you Mom, I’ll see you soon!” as she giggled and walked out the door. I am 32 now and I still miss her. My angel, Savanna Rayne, your mommy loves you.
I only knew about you for about 4 hours. I was 6 weeks and 2 days pregnant with you. I took test after test that all came up negative. Finally, yesterday, on April 6th 2011 I got a positive. I’m only 18 and you were totally unplanned but I was thrilled to know I was going to be a mom and couldn’t wait to tell everyone about you. You stayed just long enough to let me know you were there and then you were gone. I know you heard me sing that song to you and you knew you were loved. Even by your daddy who didn’t even know you were there. It hasn’t even been 24 hours since you left me, but the pain is unbearable right now. I wish I had known sooner and I wish you could have been mine longer than 6 weeks. You must have been so great that God wanted you back sooner than he expected. I wish I was given a chance to know you more, but I know I’ll meet you again one day. You will always be my first born. Mommy loves you Ryann Angel Sterling – my little angel star. I’m sorry I didn’t do everything I could for you. I miss you and I will miss you everyday for the rest of my life. Please watch over me and your brothers and sisters that you will have one day. I love you!
Hi Baby. We wanted you so much. It has been such a painful day of letting you go from my body today. But, I know that you are free from pain and are surrounded by love. We will always love and remember you.
And, if you see my other babies in the light tell them I love them and I’m sorry. Please watch over me and help me see beyond the fear. And, please help to send us the angel to follow your path back to us, to our family.
I LOVE YOU,
Mom
Xiao HuiHui, Mom and Dad wish you the best in heaven! It’s great to have you in our life for 7.5 weeks, you taught me the importance of life. We will miss you so much!
Mom will stay strong for you! Lots of Love!! XXX
Sebby,
you are in my thoughts everyday. I wish you were here but guess you had to leave. I never knew how fortunate I was to have you until you left. You have taught me to never take a miracle like you for granted.
Sadhana,
You are in our thoughts every minute. I still couldn’t believe you are gone. You had given us bundle of joy since we found that I am pregnant on January 11th, 2011. We lost you at 19 weeks on april 15th. Your brother is very supportive during this time, he was comforting me this morning telling me “mommy, pretend that the baby is sleeping is upstairs”. He is great a brother. We are devastated by your loss. You have thought us a value of life. We will miss you forever. God bless little angel!
- Mommy, Daddy and brother Sibi.
Baby Gibbs went to heaven on April 19th 2011…Mommy and Daddy were blessed to have you for 5 short weeks and know you are happy with your brothers and sisters and safe in Jesus arms…we love you.
Baby Gibbs is my 4th loss and 6th baby to join Jesus too soon.
Francesca Hope, my sweetheart…. Please take care of your brother up there. You both left us too soon, but we will forever love you and dream of your little faces.
God bless you always.
Not a day goes by, that I don’t think about you. Mommy misses you terribly! You will always be my little miracle, that was taken too soon at just 8 weeks. You will always be in my heart, and never forgotten! We will always love you and wish you were here with us! Until we meet again…Rest in peace with Jesus sweetheart! We love you litte angel.
My little angel went to heaven on April 20th, 2011
I was a child myself that had bad things happen to me, I never knew, although I felt you and things were happening to my body, I hid all of it not knowing what was going on, I felt you move, but didnt know it was you, til it was to late. I held a part of you in my hand, trying to understand what was happening to me. I never cried out in pain and I never told anyone until recently I was able to as an adult make a little sense of everything. Because I only saw your right arm and hand I didnt know wether you were a boy or girl so I called you Khailani to myself until I was able to tell someone about you on Oct. 16 2008, I prayed to God to know you so I could grieve your loss, In an instant I saw you in my minds eye, a little boy with dark hair and blue eyes and your name was Nakhai Elan, you are no longer a secret, I use your name and others know you by that name now, I wear a ring with your name on it, I carry you with me wherever I go, you will never again be alone, and you will never be forgotten. Every year since on Oct. 16 I buy flowers and celebrate the life I felt inside me. Sleep in Peace my son Nakhai.
We lost our little angel on April 23, 2011 at 7 weeks and 2 days.Even though I never got to see you, hear your heart beat , or hold you in my arms. You were loved and wanted very much. I will be a better mother to your sister because of you. We love and miss you always.
Dear Abby, Daddy and I love you soooo much! I know he and I are only 16, but we miss you and love you. God must be so happy to have his little girl back, and someday Daddy and I will come up and see you.
I love you, my angel!
In loving memory of Abigail Alyssa Peterson.
Lost our babies at 12 weeks, so much sadness so many tears. We will never forget you, always in our hearts x
12-28-2009. Cameron Avery. Never even made it to the first appt to see my baby’s heart flutter. Every day is a struggle to make it with a smile…esp knowing i did everything right and cant concieve again.
my little angel, went to heven, at 8 weeks,! during those 8 weeks, i carried you but never held you! i dream of you but never seen you.! your heard me and i never heard you! mummy and daddy will always love you and miss you with all our hearts! i love you always my little angel.
in memory of baby, charleston humphrey xxxxx
Adriana Michele you were wanted if only by me,
i could not protect you for that i am sorry.
He hated me for loving you,
to end your life he wanted me too.
I told him no and you grew inside me,
7 wonderful months until tragedy.
He pushed me down to many stairs,
at the bottom i layed in dispair.
You got your wings not long after,
I cried when the doctor said “it’s too late we can’t save her”
I held you tight for one long look,
an innocent life he took.
In a cradle of lace you now sleep,
at Jesus’ feet.
Please don’t cry
as the angels sing you a lullabye.
I will see you again in my arems,
but for now you’ll forever be in my heart.
You are my angel. I love you more than ever even though i never felt you move. I knew about you and you have touched my life. i wish that i could hold you and watch you grow up. But God has a different plan for you. i hope that you look down upon moommy, and your daddy. I love you so much and i know that he would of too. Dayton Christopher Lee i promise you that your future brothers and sister will know that they have a little brother just like i know that i have had a son.
We don’t understand why you both were taken from us. I know God has a plan and he wants a little brother or sister for you. Please watch over mom and dad and help us get over this horrible time. We love you and cannot wait to hold you in our arms someday……
To “The Pea”,
We were so overjoyed when I fell pregnant…thinking of our whole future together and what you would look like.
At 8 weeks and 5 days, you were no longer with us. We were so ready to be parents – to nurture and to love you with all our hearts.
What I would give to hold you in my arms….rest now my little one and know that you will always be missed.
xxxxxxx
I have found that I am much stronger now that I was able to give birth to you and hold you in my arms if only for a moment. When I got fired from my job because I can’t concentrate very well yet. I was not organized enough for the Dr. office I was working in. I was able to say alright without tears or yelling when I was told not to come back. A week ago I had surgery so I can have some silblings for you to watch from heaven. I will love them and I will always love you and never forget. Mommy loves you……..
Dear Noah Xavier,
I miss the feeling of knowing you are with me…growing inside me. Despite your little heartbeat stopping after just 8 weeks and 3 days, my body didn’t want to let you know. I was doing the only thing I could do for you which was be your mother and help you grow. I’m so very sorry. I don’t know what went wrong… I feel like I’ve failed at doing the one thing I was to do which was to protect you!
You were a big surprise to your daddy and me, but I loved you with all my heart nonetheless. I hope you know how often you are thought of by us. We never got the chance to hold you in our arms as your parents, but I’m so thankful for being blessed to carry you for those 11 weeks. I often find myself thinking of how you would look, the way you would act, how it would feel to rock you to sleep, or to know your little mannerisms and ways. I wish I could have known you, Noah. I look forward to joining you one day in Heaven, my sweet baby. You will forever be loved and will never be forgotten.
Love always,
Mommy
Rest In Peace
Angel Lee Davis 4/4/11
Mommy and Daddy Love you Always and Forever
It’s so hard for Mommy every day now…
especially when your Big Brother Khilion lifts up my shirt and says “baby” and “Hiii” with that big bright smile of his. I try to tell him that our little baby isn’t in Mommy’s tummy anymore. Our baby is in Heaven now, but I don’t know if he really understands. Khilion’s 2nd birthday is tomorrow, and I was so looking forward to you being inside me, there with all of us at his party. We have a little memorial plack with your name on it, and a little baby angel with wings made out of stone behind it. Whenever we go outside to play we stop to say hello to our Baby Angel. Khilion puts a stone on top of the memorial and he often drives one of his little trucks on top of it. It makes me feel happy cuz, it’s like my two children, my babies are playing together.
We love and miss you more than words can say. I truly think about you every second of every day…. I hope the pains goes soon, and I can be left with only the deep love I have for you.
Love always, Mama
To our Peanut,
We lost you on my 28th birthday and I was devastated.
A dear friend told me, you were just here to see if we were ready for you, because you are getting ready to be with us. I hope that is true and that we will see you again and hold you in our arms very soon.
Love always,
Your loving parents xx
We never got to meet you, but you will always be with us, in our hearts. Your name is Sophia Grace. We both thought it was a beautiful name. We will miss you always. We love you so very much! You are my baby girl and your moms little Angel.
My beautiful babies,
I saw your little hearts beating and rejoiced. I prayed for you and hoped and dreamed for each of you. I never knew whether you were boys or girls, but I loved you both. I’ll see you again someday, but in the meantime, I hope you are praying for me and enjoying heaven. I miss you. Mummy.
I only found out about you two days before you were taken from me; only a few weeks old but as soon as I found out, I loved you immediately. In those moments of excitement, I pictured out entire lives together and couldn’t wait for you to get here. You’d have been five months growing in my belly now, and there is not a day or a moment goes by when mummy doesn’t think of you. I love you, Eva Dylan Henderson. You will never be forgotten, I love you and I miss you. Mama. x
My first miscarriage was May 28, 2007 and my second miscarriage was May 21, 2011. Both around 7 or 8 weeks along. My sweet little angels, both in Heaven, I tried my best to keep you both safe. Not a day has passed by when I don’t think of you both often. Wondering if you both were boys or girls, and what you would have looked like. You both will be in my heart forever. Your mommy loves you both.
Hi our little peanut
We miss you so much it has only been 5 days since i found out your little heart wasn’t beating anymore. I only got to have you for 8 weeks but i loved you so much in such little time. Your big brother was very excited to meet you and he loves you so much. I know your daddy is very hurt inside but he is trying to be brave for mommy. We were so excited to find out if you were a boy or a girl, i couldn’t wait,since we didnt know what you were we decided to call you peanut, you truly were a little peanut. Me and daddy got to see you when you came out of mommy, you were soo little but you already had your little hands and feet, i guess your heart couldn’t make it. Everyday i cry myself to sleep, i miss you so much! I know you are in a better place hopefully i would get to see again my little peanut.
Mommy and daddy and your big brother
will always love you and we will
never forget you!
On July 22, I will be having two embryos transplanted into me so I can continue on without you but I will never be able to keep you out of my life or my mind. I will always love you.
Today we found out that your precious little soul went back to heaven to be with Jesus. We are devestated, but have to go on for your twin. Please know that Mommy and Daddy love and miss you my precious little pumpkin!
On June 5th, 2011 we lost our precious little one to be an Angel in the sky. The loss hurts us so much. Its difficult to do much these days. Our big dreams for our family have been torn apart. You are with your grandpa in heaven now, watching over us. Rest peacefully, our little angel. We love you always and forever. XOXOXOXOXOX
my baby came out at home one morning, and the dr said it was in my head until i saw him and he was gone. i name him leo clifford.He will never be forgotten, for i wish i could have held him in my arms, but the pictures of him in me are precious. after having him early on 2nd trimester dr’s sent me home over and over, they were confused. they said nothing what was happening, but i did, all the pain i went through and tears, but they said it was in my head as i took pictures of my little one.We are trying again, but he will never be forgotten, to top it off they lost my blood work said i was pregnant, filled the forms, we were so happy, now we have a fear is this going to happen again, i got deathly sick because the dr’s would not remove the baby, he said it is dead, go home. how sad is that. I will never forget that day. 2010.
To our dear Angel Meia Jose
Mahal. We knew you for such a short while. We saw your heart beating although we knew mommy had a subchorionic hemorrhage. You were fine. And that was enough for us.
Enough for mommy to file a one year leave in preparation for you. Enough for daddy to boast of you as our second child. Enough for mommy to take more than 40 tablets of duphaston just to make you stronger inside to fight the scary hemorrhage. Enough for mommy to cross stitch again and take bed rests. Enough to start teaching your big s
sister to wait for you. Enough to scour again for mommy’s old preggy clothes. Enough for the whole world to turn all for you.
But on June 13,2011, 6:30pm. Maybe you decided not to join us here on earth yet.
Mommy went bleeding and cramping in the hospital until you were all gone. Mommy cried the hardest way she could remember. Daddy was there , strong like he has always been.
Mommy and daddy took you home. We took you to church and Father prayed for you. We will be placing you in a special place where bodies take a rest. You need take your sleep now in a place quiet abd peaceful just for you.
We loved you. We love still. Eternally we will love you. Mommy and daddy is still very sad now but we will be fine. Wont you watch over us mahal?? You are in heaven now.
We love you. We will eternally embrace you. In a brief moment you had been with us. But for an eternity you will be in hearts.
May you rest in the All Powerful God from which your beautiful life came.
We love mahal. We miss you.
Dear Rhys and Haili:
I wanted you to know that your momma loved you very much and I am so sorry that I couldn’t keep you alive. We worked so hard to get you and to keep you but it just wasn’t meant to be. I love you and my heart has grown smaller by two parts because you each have a piece of it with you.
I remember the nights where I would rock in the rocking chair and read you a book, and giggle cause I knew I looked funny but I didn’t care all I wanted was for you to grow up and know my voice and know that I loved you.
So spread your wings my angels and fly but one day darlings we will be together again.
Love you always
Your mommy
for my angel charley
i am gutted i didnt get to meet you 12 weeks you stayed with us you left us on the 11/1/11 we will never forget. you r still my baby. the last name we thought of was charley so charley it is we miss you so much. your big sister and brother was so excited to meet you. we love you so much and miss you loads one day we will meet again i hope the family in heaven r with you.
AN ANGEL OPENED A BOOK OF LIFE AND WROTE DOWN MY BABY’S BIRTH THEN SHE WHISPERED AS SHE CLOSED THE BOOK TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR EARTH XX
My little Angel Jamie Weilin Richards. Mummy loves you, but Jesus loves you too. You are save with Him now. We will meet again one day, darling. We will. Goodbye for now my little Angel.
My baby angel doesn’t have a name yet, it’s too recent and I don;t know yet what is right or wrong to do. I have your sonogram in my drawer and I haven’t gather enough strength to look at it again yet. I love you so much and you are still so wanted in our lives. We love you so much .
Joenah Zachary/Aleeah Paige Nicole, Your daddy and I were irresponsible teenagers out to have a good time for my 18th birthday… We conceived you on april 23rd 2011. I told your daddy on Fathers day(10 weeks into the pregnancy) and he denied that you were his… It was so hard for me… but I love you so much i didnt care that he didnt want to be there for us…you were all mine and we were going to have a fabulous family,just you and me! I dont know if you were going to be a boy or a girl but i already knew what i wanted to call you…i made sure you would have your daddys name as part of yours. I lost you this morning at exactly 11 weeks… your grandparents dont know that you ever existed, Maybe one day I can tell them all about my little angel… I promise you now i will talk to you every single day… and i cant wait till i can see you in heaven one day… Tell jesus that he better take care of my baby! I dont know the answer to “why?” all i know is that i will see you one day!
I Love You Joenah Zachary/Aleeah Paige Nicole!!
Little Cairo, I only knew about you for a week, but I loved you. We were so excited about you coming. I miss you. Love mummy
*My little angel*
I don’t know why you where taken, Ur Mommy and Daddy where under a lot of stress didn’t know if our relationship was going to last and didn’t know you wanted to show us it was going to be okay…I took the test but it said you weren’t there, but yet, I knew you where there. I had all the signs and symptoms of you and even craved grapefruit which I hated and you apparently thought it was funny to make mommy love that fruit.
” I wanted you so much… Your Daddy oh your daddy it was and still is his dream to be a daddy, your daddy didn’t know what to do when I told him that we had lost you. Your daddy was very strong but just as shocked…. My little one, how mommy wanted you… and I’m sorry my body wasn’t safe enough for you… Im sorry that mommy wasn’t able to keep you safe. Your Daddy said I was very strong… and I was I could have been a crumbled mess but with him there I was strong. But he didnt understand for a long time and I think he is still trying to understand and so am I. Baby I wanted you so much, when I look through the baby isle when I walk by in the stores I think of you and your daddy… we aren’t together, and it hurts to have both of you gone. but mommy is getting better. Your daddy loves you and I will always love you. And I know you’re above, and so I will ask a little prayer from you would you remind your daddy how much I love him and how much we love him and to find it in his heart to open his hearts door to let me in to be his again, baby I know that’s asking a lot but your closer to God than I and I know he listens to the hearts of little ones I have thanked God for the short time you where here and asked God to send you again when my body is ready again for you. I Love you my little angel up above me. and so does your daddy.
I do miss you and I just thought you would be ok as your brother and sisters were. You had such a strong heartbeat what happened?You must have been poorly – Im sorry. I waited until Fathers Day to tell your dad as I was worried about telling him as the others are so little still but I really really wanted you so much I awlays wanted a big family and you would have been perfect im sure. . I didnt mean what I said I was just worried. I know your ok with your nan and teagan will look after you. I didnt forget you or not think about you but your dad gets really upset as hes not good with that stuff. You would have loved playing with your brothers and sisters and that makes me sad that you wont have the chance. lots and lots of love Mummy x x x
Dear Sophia Grace,
Your baby cousin will be arriving in a few days. We had a shower for him today. All the lovely things reminded me of everything I would have given to you. Know that I miss you still and believe you are our own special angel watching over us.
Angel Baby Miller,
Oh how I miss you so much. It hurts each day. Mommy is so sad and heartbroken. We wanted you so much and I know you are safe now in your heaven with your grandpa, but how much we wanted you here on earth. Its been about a month since we lost you, and I know a part of your daddy and I went with you that day. We think of you every day and always will. You are so loved, and even though I was only in my third month of pregnancy, the impact you had on our lives has been so profound. Sleep peacefully baby. Mommy and Daddy love you XOXOXOX
I miss you so much my angel. I so desperately wanted to be your mommy. Daddy wanted you to be his little guy. We were so excited to meet you. Your grandparents were elated too. We all miss you so much! I know Jesus will take good care of you until we get up there to see you. I love you my little man.
Your due date was July the 4th but you came on Feb 1st and 3rd. I told your grandma that you were supposed to be born on the fourth of July and that she would have had two grandkids then but she said that you had already been born and she already had two grandkids. Even though your grandma never met either of you she still seems to miss and love you both. Love your mommy.
Dear Dan (Daniel McMahon H.),
I strongly thought you would be our fourth boy born in January instead of July! Your Dad thought you would be a girl. At 10 weeks I saw a strong heartbeat and heard it. I also saw a wiggly baby and I was so relieved and, as it turns out, naive. At our scan at 12 weeks, we were told you had been called home 10 days earlier. It has been devastating for us. We never found out for sure what gender you were, but you are so loved and so terribly missed. I know you are safe in the arms of your Savior and your Ami and everyone who went before us and we were fortunate enough to be loved by, however, your Dad and I are selfish enough to have wanted the privilege of having you here with us and your brothers to watch you grow. I know God will take care of you and when we next meet, I will know you, you will not be a stranger to me. I miss you so. Love, Mom
Baby Guerra,
I was so incredibly excited and happy to find out I was having you! Your daddy and I began making plans for your room and thinking of creative ways to tell our parents. I cannot explain the tremendous sense of overwhelming joy I had in my heart to be carrying such a precious gift from God and how much i looked forward to your future and spending time with you as you grew. Your big brother would have loved having you here so he could play with you and make you laugh. My heart broke into a million pieces when I discovered I would no longer be able to have you and keep you here with me. I know you are in the safest most beautiful place I can imagine but my heart still aches for you. I pray that God will mend my heart and am comforted with the knowledge that I will be reunited with you in Heaven someday. For now please enjoy spending time with Popo and Grandma and the little Shumate baby and please watch over us. We love you and miss you and.
Love, Your mommy
Mommys angel… you were supposed to be born the 27th of januaray… i only carried you for 3 months and when i saw you on the ultra sound screen i was so happy… god had other plans for my perfect angel… mommy loves you so much… i cant begin to explain how much joy and excitment you brought to mommys life even if it was for a short period of time… i will never forget what it was like to carry you inside of me… and now you will be carried in my heart forever… your mommys little peanut and i love you so much!
You were supposed to be born the th of the october…… i only carried you for 6 month and when i saw u on the ultrasound screen i was so happy, i don’t kmow at that time.. God had other plan for my perfect angel……… Nana loves u so much, i can’t explain in words how much joy and excitement you brought to nanas life even it was a short period of time ……….i will never forget what it was like to carry you inside of me… and how you will be carried in my heart forever……….. ur Nana and ur father love u so much.. muwahh…………
An overwhelming feeling of happiness and contentment because your were inside me if only for a few weeks. I felt your presence every minute of every day. We listened to subo and defleapord as i wondered what you would look like and looked forward to spending my life with you. I loved you from the moment i realised you were inside of me. I will never forget what it felt like to carry you inside of me. When i discovered i would no longer be able to keep you and god wanted you in heaven i was devasted my heart broke into a million pieces. I pray for god to keep you safe and warm until we are together again. I think of you every day and miss you. March 7th will never be the same as you would have been blowing out your candles. Sleep tight my little angel.
Te quiero y echo de menos por todo los dias. Mummy Xxxxxxxxxxxx
I’m sorry sweet Baby. I love you and Daddy loves you. Please know that I would have done my best in being your mommy. I’m sorry If I somehow caused this, I tried to be a perfect vessel. I know your with the rest of the innocents, and I hope to see you again one day.
xoxoxo
Mandy
I can’t describe the feeling I had when my doc told me she couldnt find the heart beat , to see ur first child on a altra sound is incredible but to hear those words is words I cant even describe . Things happen for a reason is what I also here but that i didnt want to here. Its been a yr now and this past July our baby would have been 1 yrs old and to this day we are still sad . Our little angel in heaven and hopefully he or she is looking down on daddy and I. We love you
Isaiah….our perfect little angel, oh how we miss and love you. I still remember the day the Dr told me there was no heartbeat, mine crushed to a million pieces. Your older sister and brother were there waiting to hear you but how was i to explain to them that you were gone. All they kept saying was “mommy i love you”. They still ask about you and i tell them that you are in heaven and that one day we will come to see and stay with you. I may not hold you in my arms but i will always hold you in my heart. I love you my son, you are my lost angel until i come home. xoxoxoxo
To Daisy
I’m so sorry that I never got to meet you, those months when I knew that you were on your way were some of the happiest of my life. I couldn’t wait to introduce you to your big sister, I know that she would have adored you too.Sweet dreams, little flower, x
At first, I was concerned about being a good mommy for you. I have the doctoral program and your older sister (16months). But there’s nothing that I wouldn’t give to have you here with us. The news and reality of it all still hurts. I remember the first time I saw your strong heart beat on the sonogram. I just knew everything was going to go well as before. We will pray for you daily. We miss you.
At first, I was concerned about being a good mommy for you. I have the doctoral program and your older sister (16months). But there’s nothing that I wouldn’t give to have you here with us. The news and reality of it all still hurts. I remember the first time I saw your strong heart beat on the sonogram. I just knew everything was going to go well as before. We will pray for you daily. We miss you.
At first, I was concerned about being a good mommy for you. I have the doctoral program and your older sister (16months). But there’s nothing that I wouldn’t give to have you here with us. The news and reality of it all still hurts. I remember the first time I saw your strong heart beat on the sonogram. I just knew everything was going to go well as before. We will pray for you daily. We miss you.
My dearest Sarah-Jane,
I dreamed of you for longer than you can imagine. You could not even begin to understand the joy I felt when I found out I was carrying you. I cant explain the excitement on the day of the ulrasound and the way my heart sank when the Dr couldn’t see your little heart beating! I sobbed more than you know that day. I know that Nan greeted you with open arms on the other side and is taking good care of you until I meet with you again.
I love you and there will always be a special place in my heart for you my angel baby!
i posted on here back in july about my loss… i carried you 3 weeks after the posting… i lost you on 8-2-2011 at 2:50am… you were so tiny… 4 inches and not even weighting a ounce.. you were so perfect in my eyes… i miss you more and more every day.. i have a teddy bear they gave me for you and some other keep sakes.. i donated a bear in your honor… your mommy’s number once angel baby… rest in peace michael lewis… my little peanut… mommy will for ever hold you in her heart… mamaw misses you to angel baby…
Miscarried 6-9 weeks 7/3/11
We will miss you all the days of our lives, until we are able to meet in Heaven. I love you.
Reisa x Loving you always! 10/8/11
The transplant on July 22 didn’t work. I was told that I am amazing at church by a lady. When I asked why she said that if she were me she would be curled up in a corner somewhere crying. I just told her that I have just learned to cope with he failures they’re the only things I have to look forward to, losing our twins on Feb 1 and 3 and not being able to become pregnant even with help. I can’t do this much more I am going to need more help than I can get from my friends and family.
Whit and Mikes little angel went to heaven to be with Aunt Cathy!
To my little baby.I didnt have you for long and it is 6months since you went.I think about you every day,first thing in the morning and last thing at night.I love you with all my heart and will never ever forget you.I hope you are sleeping in grandads arms.I love you xxx
To all the mothers on here who have lost a baby or who have lost multipule baby’s… im so sorry for your loss.. i have been through the loss my self… i was 14 weeks when i lost my baby.. one week a heart beat and the next it was gone.. i had a missed miscarriage… the pain and heart break is unreal… its been 2 weeks today that i lost my baby and i feel every one’s pain… this website gives me comfort in knowing im not the only one who has gone through this… and to the future lady’s who post on here…. im sorry for your loss…. there are no words to take the pain and memories away from a experiance like this… i was pregnant with my first child and lost the baby… i am now on a birth control cause i cant handle the heart break again… i will keep every one of you and your beautiful angel and earth baby’s in my prayers!
with love,
Brittney
my baby angel, i miss you so much, i lost you at 8 weeks. you were going to be my first born but god had other plans for you. you will always have a special place in my heart my little angel. i love you mommy.
My sweet Conner Eugene I lost you at 12 weeks when I was 17….even though it has taken me 31 years to name you and finally grieve for you it doesn’t mean I haven’t loved you. I never got to hold you or see you. Your daddy was killed in a motorcycle accident in 2006 and I know you are both in paradise resting in the arms of Jesus. Your father is taking care of you and I am looking forward to being reunited with both of you someday. I miss you so much, but at 17 when you were conceived I didn’t know how important it would be to name you and now 31 years later I am just starting to grieve. “An Angel in the book of life wrote down my baby’s birth, then whispered as she closed the book, too beautiful for earth”. I love you Conner Eugene and will forever hold you and your daddy in my heart.
I’m so sorry I didn’t know about you until it was to late…i mistreated my body …i didn’t get to give you a chance…and i’ll never forgive myself for that.
When the doctor told me i was expecting you, your little heart had already stopped beating…
Even though it was a shock when i found out i was pregnant, i wanted and loved you so much.
I will never ever forget you baby….
Had to go throught a d&c on 4-5-11…this day will be painfully etched on my brain forever :’(
Sleep well baby….wish i got to cuddle and kiss you!! You would of been the most loved baby ever!!!
Love Mammy xxxxx
Good night and god bless my beautiful babies. I am so sorry you couldn’t stay x nos star x x
I lost you at 8 weeks. My world feels like it has ended. I prayed for you for you for so long. I love you with all my heart. I will never forget you. 8/27/2011.
My two angel babies, I am so greatful to have had you inside me, the time you spent with me I was so happy! You are both beautiful and we love you very much. I hope that you are caring for eachother in heaven! One day we will all meet again. Miss you both x 15/09/08 x 25/08/2011
Noelle Marie,
You are the best thing that ever happened to me! You were supposed to be my Christmas baby, but August is a nice month too. I was scared at first, I felt too young, but when I saw you on that ultrasound I knew I had to keep you. After that I was so excited, I wanted to know more and more about you and it was the best day ever when I felt your little kicks! You were almost there baby girl, 22 weeks! I saw your heartbeat and felt you move right up until you came out. I got to hold you and see your beautiful face, looking so peaceful! God truly blessed me with you, and you blessed me, even for the short time you were here. Mommy’s much better now, and I’ll be able to see you after while, that little face that looks like mine. I love you so much, and I’m so grateful for the memories I have of you. Be good for the angels little girl!! 09/29/11
i was so excited to find out that we were going to add you to our family!! but when i went in for an ultrasound you had no heartbeat and it just ripped my heart right out!! i lost you at 9 weeks and now i believe you are my angel! i wish we could have seen your beatiful face! i love you and i will overcome this! 9/6/11
I found out I was pregnant 2 weeks ago. Yesterday, I heard the heart beat and even saw the little flicker. No one says anything and I probably not meant to hear or see it, but seconds later the doctor is called in and I am told it’s ectopic. Before I even have time to breath I am in the OR and they have taken my baby and my right tube. But, I know she was alive when it happened. I feel so guilty.
I feel like she was going to be a girl. We were going to name her Cambria Lynn, and she was due on May 02, 2011.
@Jenn, my experience was almost exactly the same. I suspected I was pregnant first in july but the test was negative, convince myself I was not. In mid august I starting having pain and sickness, I took another test and it was positive, I cried it was hard to contain my excitement but I was also afraid to let myself get too excited. Two days later I was in the ER, they wouldn’t let me see the sonogram, I was taken into the OR, my right tube was ruptured and I was already bleeding internally. They had to take my tube and baby. Everything happened so fast, and I can’t get it out of my head, keep questioning if we did the right thing.
We believe she was a girl and named her after her great aunt who passed away 3 days after.
Angie Mae 8-30-11 Mommy and Daddy we love you and will never forget you.
My sweet angel, I find myself thinking of you this evening. You would be turning four in just a few short weeks. Please know that you will always be in my heart. My arms have always yearned to hold you, and I take solace in the knowledge that we will some day meet in heaven. Your mommy and daddy will always miss you.
My precious Alex, I miss you so much. It took so little time to go from shock to joy when we first found out you were on the way, and your death at 10 weeks broke my heart. I miss you. I miss all the things we could have shared. Tell your brothers Damien and Callum that I still miss them too, and look forward to the day when I get to hold all of my babies. You are all in my hearts forever.
To our little monster that was born and spread it’s wings September 20 2011 at 6:30 am you’ll never been forgotten
My Darling Evangeline, when as I stood there telling your daddy about you all I could think about was how happy I was to be carrying you. I love you so much and I miss you every day. 10 weeks is not nearly long enough. I’m going to get some people together and we are going to light candles in remembrance our angel babies. I love you.
I can not put into words what I am feeling right now. I feel like I am somehow being punished for things I have done in my past, but know that God does not punish. Even when I was cramping and bleeding in the emergency room, my little angel had a strong heartbeat and was trying to hold on. I don’t know how I am supposed to transition back to pre-pregnant life, when I had the rest of my life planned. Today I lost my baby, but God gained an angel.
To my darling angels, Mommy, Daddy, and Allix love and miss you so much! Saddie Marie May 9 2007, Jeremy Thomas March 11 2009, Bella Raine May 13 2011. The moon will rise, the sun will set, but we will never forget!
Dear Milo,
A few days after we learned that we’d lost you, I had a dream where I heard your voice and felt your presence around me. You said “I’m still here, Mommy. I’m not leaving.” I woke up and cried because I felt like it wasn’t true and it was only getting my hopes up, but now I understand what you meant. I will always love you and you will always be my angel. I’ll keep listening for you.
When I learned my daughter lost her baby, I was sad that my grandchild was gone. God needed him or her. Even though I never met you I will always remember you. Love Grandma Cat!
Dearest Arianna, I have held you in my heart for so many years, but I know that you lie asleep, safe in the Lord’s arms. You are always in my prayers and thoughts. One day we shall be united again. It is hard to believe that it has been seventeen years. My love for you is unceasing. All my love – Mom
Our sweet baby we miss and love you very much. We waited 15 years to welcome our first child although God had other plans for you our sweet baby. Its has been so hard to go on without you but we know we will see you in heaven one day but for now you will always be in our hearts and prayers. We will always love and miss you from here to heaven. Love Mommy n Daddy
To all my six little souls lost between March 2008 and January 2011 – I have never held you in my arms but I will hold you all in my heart forever. All of you were witnessed as unique lights of love and life. Thank you for making me a mother for a little while – I always wanted to be one. I cry for you because you are missed. No one knows how much…
I loved you when I found out about you I still do. I have my early scan of you in my purse and one above the tv with a lovely poem. I cried when I was loosing you I will never forget you. Your always in my heart. Love you xxx
To my three babies,
You will always be in my thoughts and in my heart. I wish that I could have met you. I can only hope that one day I will see your beautiful faces.
~ Your mommy
to my beautiful baby in heaven mommy and daddy loves you! it happened so fast from hearing yuor pregnant to your have a misscarrage! i was devistated. the only thing that keeps my head up is you brother and sisters please watch over them and keep them safe! till we meet again i love you and you will never be forgotten!
i miss my little angel in heaven. rest in peace aniyah im going crazy with out you. so thankful for the 8 days i got to spend with you. you taught me things that take some ppl a whole lifetime to learn. i love you babygirl 05.13.11_05.21.11
Baby Ezekiel; mommy and daddy miss you. We’ll see you again someday – be sure to keep grandma and grandpa busy up in heaven. 10-25-11
To My Babies,
We love you and have missed you.
Precious Toby Riley,
Not a day passes that I do not think of you. It was eight years ago we found out you were coming. Your first teddy bear still sits on the shelf and my heart still longs to hold you in my arms. At the time you had two older brothers, Cavin and Stephen. Now you have a younger sister, Kallie and a younger brother, Elijah. We appear to everyone as a family of 6 – but to me we are 7, for you will always be loved and remembered. For the first time, you get to spend Christmas with Grandpa and I find comfort in knowing he is with you. I picture the two of you walking streets of gold with our Lord and Savior and it makes me smile! I love you Toby, Momma
Hi. I just found this site! Thanks so much! O would like to start by telling you a story. My husband and I are were TTC for the past 2 years. Then on December 23, 2009 my mother in law past away. That was devastating for my husband and I. In march 2010, I took a pregnancy test and it was positive. On march 14, I was spotting so I called 911. The doctor told me that it was a false miscarriage. At that time they asked me if I knew how far along I was and I said 4 weeks. The doctor said I was 8 and 1/2 weeks along. The following Monday I went for a check up and they said everything was great. On Wednesday I had an ultrasound and I was told that my baby’s heart beat had stopped.
I conceived at the end of January and my mother in law past away a month before. I had never conceived until then. And now my husband and I have 2been angels watching us in heaven- his mom and our baby. I know that my husband’s mom is taking care of him or her. With love always, we love you mom and baby!
Just cant believe I lost 2 babies this year……1 at the beginning of 2011 to an ectopic treated with MTX shots and now a natural miscarriage at 6 weeks……this year has been the worst of my life……seems like the more i want babies, the more God is teasing me…….this time it felt like God got a gift for me and the moment i streched my hand to accept it, he took it back……but both times i was devastated, shattered….more than the physical pain, it was the emotional turmoil & distress that was hard to deal with……crying used to upset my hubby who stood by me, but still couldn’t feel the depth of my loss…..but the love i feel for both my unseen babies is immense……and the fact that i miss both of them……and im waiting for them to come back…….sometimes i feel like my body is in that mode of preparing for a new life inside me like how a candle tries to stay lit even when a strong gust of wind threatens to put it off……i know i’ll be pregnant soon and my baby will come back to me…..i say “baby” because i feel that this baby that i just lost was the earlier one only that came back to assure me that this time im at the right place and that i’ll be back soon……Miss u sweetheart……my darling angel…….come back to us…..ur mom-dad r waiting for u……Love u!!!
Gene and Conner I’ve been thinking about you this week of Christmas. Know you are both with the angels celebrating. Thank you Gene for taking such good care of our little boy Conner. Wish you were both here, but God had other plans. I’m just glad neither of you are alone. Miss you and love you both.
Hope and Adam, I have found it hard to get into the Christmas spirit this year. I feel that there is something missing. When I look around and see all our family, I wonder how you both would have liked and changed my feeling of Christmas. I can’t believe you’re not here. Your daddy and me will always love you and miss you. Will Christmas ever feel like Christmas again, not without you. It will never have the feeling I enjoy.
I found out I was pregnant with my second child when my daughter was nine months old. I was a little shocked and scared knowing I would havexhave my hands full. I was getting excited knowing they would be close and have a best friend forever. On Christmas Eve I had a miscarriage at 7 weeks and was devastated. I never realized how much you could.love something so much in a short amount of time
To my baby:
I will never forget you you will always be in my heart. God had other plans for you in Heaven but you will always be Mommy’s Christmas Angel.
I love you and I know one day I will meet you.
In memory of my little angels….Isaiah Savion born @ 15wks 04/02/99, Zekia Brienna @ 27wks 01/28/00, and Kadyn Miracle @18wks 04/28/11. I love you all and miss you each and everyday. Save a place for Mommy in Heaven and I will be with you again!
I miss you with all my heart my so very wanted baby girl. I will never forget you. I will never forget the day I delivered you. I wish I was not afraid of you & held you longer. Because of you I now have a baby boy, but I will always miss you. When I look at your two brothers I always picture you in the middle of them. You would have been three years old. I have my six year old & my one year old & your missing!! I know it. Strangers don’t. I know that my grandmother has you because she came to me the night before I lost you. Now I know what she was trying to tell me. She will hold you until we meat again my love, my baby girl- I love you Angelina Rose. xoxo
I wish I was able to hold you my little girl. The nurse from the emergency room just thought she was being funny and said “Do you want to see what you look like without skin and then she closed the tub you were placed in. I was able to hold you my little boy, I wish I held you longer and wasn’t so quick to pass you back to the nurse. I couldn’t bear to watch you gasp so difficultly for air and still not being able to succeed. You lived for almost two hours and I only held you for a few minutes. Nurses kept saying look at him, as they tried to uncover you. The two came in and wanted me to take a pill to deliver the placenta quicker. Another just asked if I wanted to take a shower now.
Erin,
Thank you for being in my life for such a short time. I think of you daily and wish you were here with me. I wish I could hold you and take comfort in the fact that God does instead. I cannot wait to meet you and hold you the way I should have been able to. I will love you forever.
~Love always,
Mommy
Amy, They did the same to me in the emergency room. They asked me if I wanted to see my baby girl. They then put her in a bucket like garbage! They then asked me if I wanted a stuffed animal! Hell no! They were so insensitive. That was my baby girl that I wanted & carried for just under 5 months! That is why they treated her like garbage. If you are under 20 weeks they don’t care. I was in such shock from delivering my dead baby girl & I couldn’t collect my thoughts. My mother was there, my husband, father & sister. I wish they would have given me a memory box with her hand & foot prints & a picture of her. I wish I had time alone with her. I held her for about a minuet with everyone standing around me. She did look like her older brother. Her skin was pink. I never got to say goodbye the way I would have liked to. Months later a nice high risk doctor was able to get some pathology pictures for me. They were better than nothing & helped me start to heal a little. I lost my baby girl on May 27th 2008. It doesn’t get better. I always think of her & what my life would have been like with her in it. Was it because of my car accident?, Was it because I exercised too much in the beginning of my pregnancy?, Was it my fault?, Was she a sick baby? If the doctors listened to me would she be here today? I’ll never know. I do know she is always in my heart every day. We had her cremated & put in an angle ern & she sits on the dresser in my room with a 16 week sono picture of her above her ashes.
My little guardian angel,
No words could ever describe the devastation and heart ache your father and I experienced when we learned we had lost you. There isnt a single day that goes by where we don’t think about you. It’s been nearly a year and the wound still feels as fresh as yesterday. We miss you more than you’ll ever know. I’ll always cherish the 13 weeks we had together. We take comfort in knowing you’re in a better place now with our loved ones passed. Please continue to watch over and protect us and your little brother or sister on the way. Love you always and forever. You’ll never be forgotten.
Dear Sophia Grace,
My angel baby, you may have been 2 today.
I miss you still.
I always will.
I will always have a hole in my heart just your size.
Love,
Mommy
I don’t know why you are gone. I know you wanted to stay and I am sorry mommy’s body wasn’t strong enough to keep you safe. If loved could have saved you, you would still be here. Dad and I loved you so very much. I carried you in my womb for 4 and a half months but I will carry you in my heart forever.
To my little lovelies, Jesse and Joey,
Even though I know you couldn’t stay, I wish so much that I could hold you and stroke your silky soft skin and breathe in the warmth and smell of you. I think I will miss you forever. You will always be with me, held in my heart.
Love from Mummy xxxxx
Jesse 8.9.11
Joey 10.1.12
My little love Jai-lynne .
How badly I wanted you from the day I knew you were there. I will always think of you & forever carry you in my heart & soul. I want so bad to join you. My body & heart ache without you. I love you so much my sweet little angel My you rest forever in the arms of our Lord. I love you Jailynne Maddison Parkhurst <3 1-30-12
To my beautiful angel babies,
Take care of each other and stay close to your lolos and lolas. Have fun with them and be happy. We love u two very much and will always be in our hearts.
Love always and forever
Mommy and Daddy
From the second I knew I had you, I knew you were already gone. I’m so sorry I didn’t know. I was your mommy for only a short time. But I was yours and you were mine. And I love you all the same. I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you like a mommy should. We don’t know why you left, but I sit here with empty arms and an empty heart thinking of you. I hope the angels are taking care of you, I’m so sorry I couldn’t. I would have died for you. But now I can only live without you. Please know your mommy loves you. My dear sweet Leslie, Mommy loves you.
I knew from that moment i had a lil anjel growing inside me i wsnt quite ready to bring you in this world i was scared that i wasnt going to be able to provide everything you needed..but as days and some weeks whent by i felt this love growing feeling some butterflys fluttering in my tummy i was growing more excited day by day knowing soon id have you in my arms,my unborn child i still hold your memory in my heart for ever my little noodle how i wish i had met you and held you a little bit longer this empty hole i have will never be replaced.I know you’r in a better place but just know your my lil anjel in heaven. love alwys your mama bear xoxo
To my sweet baby,
I love you dearly, and will always cherish the 15 weeks I had you. You are a treasure in my life, and I will always hold you in my heart. Please know that you will never be forgotten, and I promise to keep your memory alive in our family. Until we meet again….hugs and kisses, from you mama.
I think about my three sweet, beautiful babies everyday even it has been a long time since you left Daddy and I. We love the sister we adopted, but I miss you so dearly. We will meet again. Hug Old Mama and Old Papa for us.